Not sorry?

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You felt yourself blush high red and so did Ben. He covered his face with his hands and let himself fall back on the bed "I'm sorry" he whined, clearly embarrassed by what he did. You stood up and touched your cheek. You actually... liked it. You chuckled "No need to be sorry Benjamin. I quite liked it" you quietly confessed. He slowly sat up "you liked being kissed by a malevolent soul? And I thought I am insane" he chuckled and gave you a crooked grin. You blushed even more, if possible "Ben!" you whined.

He chuckled "I liked it to, but..." he rubbed his neck and looked away "But what?" you asked and sat next to him. He sighed "I'm just a Spirit... and you're a human... I shouldn't even be able to kiss you in the first place" You shrugged "You're pretty human.. for a soul. You have a human body, and behave rather human, so why shouldn't feel like humans do?" He shrugged and sighed, leaning against you 

"And you're really single?" he asked in an amused tone, you flinched and nodded. "Yeah... why?" Ben chuckled "just asking... You're so charismatic and nice... Its hard to believe nobody would want you" he chuckled quietly, still a light blush on his cheeks.

"Well... As you might have noticed I'm... strange, and most people tent to avoid me. I'm gaming or reading all day instead of partying like my >friends< do." You sighed. He gently took your hands "You aren't strange, (y/n), being different doesn't mean something bad. I think you're great" You smiled and giggled "Thanks Benny." He chuckled and gave you a crocked smile. 

"I think if I hadn't reset my code I'd glitch out right now" he snickered. "Didn't I deleted your code?" you asked curiously "Yes, but not completely, If you had deleted the complete coding I would've simply vanished into thin air.. I left the code containing my soul, and let you delete the part with the corrupted game files and my chains. Because my soul was strapped to the ground of the laundry pool" You tilted your head "and why didn't you deleted it yourself?" He shook his head "I tried, But the data was secured, I couldn't reach it" He stretched "I resetted my code after I returned to make sure I couldn't snap at you." he chuckled. 

You nodded and hesitantly sat on his lap "But back to topic... did you really liked being kissed by a malevolent soul?" He snickered as he gently hugged you. You nodded "And I'm not sorry for it, You're really nice and well... I like having you around" He nodded and purred "may I confess something? Feel free to hit me afterwards..." You nodded. He sighed "I think.. I fell in love with you" he murmured embarrassed. You chuckled "Why should I hit you? I really like you too.. Maybe even love you" You felt him shiver behind you and hug you tighter. "So this means?..." He asked sheepishly, you shrugged "We could try out how it works out between us" You chuckled. You felt him shiver again. "Sounds good" he purred and softly kissed your neck, making you shudder.

You turned your head, Ben lent gently onto your back, eyes closed "Ben..." He lifted his head and hummed a response, looking at you curiously "I'd hate to push you to talk about it, but don't you think I need to know what your capable of and why you were in the cartridge?" You said softly. He bit his lips "F-Fine... I tell you after full moon, Okey?" You nodded and gently nudged him. He snickered "And your really fine with me running loose tomorrow?" You shrugged "Yeah... You can't change it, so why should I try holding you back?"









[A/N: If you haven't noticed, I have literally no story-line I follow sternly, I write as I think it sounds the best. That's the reason the story develops so... variable. I try not to rush it to bad, so excuse if it sounds rather rushed if they know each other for 4 days and *boom* couple, that's my first real attempt of a "not oneshot story" >.<]

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