You want to play a game? (BEN drowned x reader)

Soft & Sweet

I'm back from the dead! And guess what :
~~ Beware of the Lemons! ~~
(cough*Beware of lengthy lemons with occasional laughter*cough)

You looked at him as he closed his eyes and rested his head on his knees "Are you alright Benny?" He huffed and shrugged his shoulders "Yeah.." He muttered. You hesitantly moved over to him and hugged him. He relaxed and sighed, softly hugging you back. He laid himself down, with you laying on top of him. 

He chuckled softly, tangling your (h/l) (h/c) hair in his hands.
You relaxed at his soft movements as he gently pulled you to his chest, making you feel his rather muscular body underneath his tunic. "Ben?" He kept you close, his nose buried in your hair. "You smell nice..." He noted with a snicker, licking your cheek before kissing you. 

Softly pushing yourself up to get away you rubbed your cheek while giggling quietly "Seriously? That's all you gotta say?" You pouted. He smirked, a evil grin forming on this face "I could've said you're sexy and hella fuckable, sounds about the same to me" he shrugged.
Blushing you hit his chest, shuffling off him "you perverted Ass!" You shouted, more surprised and shocked than mad.

He smirked, licking his lips as he grabbed your arms, pinning you down on the bed. "I'm just saying," he mumbled deeply "that you're the most beautiful girl in existence and that I'm fucking lucky to have you" he looked you in the eyes, red eyes locking with (e/c) ones.
"Ben..." You whimpered, fear seeping through you at his suddenly very dominant demeanor. His eyes softened "I love you (y/n), I'd like to show you how much" he whispered, kissing your lips softly before peppering small kisses and love bites down your neck. 

Hesitant you waged your options, declining his offer, knowing well he probably just asked for sex, which you aren't quite sure you're ready for, or accepting it, hoping he got enough self control and compassion not to hurt you. He obviously noticed your uncertainty, hugging you closely "I'll do everything in my power to prevent myself from losing control. (Y/n), I love you, and I couldn't forgive myself for hurting you" he promised, kissing your neck softly.

"I know..." You whimpered "but I'm scared still..." You felt tears slip down your cheek. Ben let you go, whipping away the tears "Hey (y/n), look at me, see, I'm here to help, always, right?" You sniffled and nodded. "Don't be afraid my dear, everything's gonna be alright" he promised.
Nodding again you sighed "you want sex, huh?" He smiled "let's start with... cuddles... first, and see what happens after that" 

You barely nodded when Ben jumped up, undressing. He soon stood next the the bed, just wearing boxers. You sighed, undressing slowly, pulling down your pants.
"Are you comfortable if I... you know... help you?" He hummed, tucking at your t-shirt. A giggle slipped pass your lips as you shook your head, lifting your arms. He easily pulled off your shirt, alongside your bra. 
"You're gorgeous" he breathed, pulling you along as he laid back down. Both of you only wore underwear. "Mind me touching your boobs? I'm kinda curious" He hummed, hugging you from behind, laying sideways. "N-No... just... be gentle"

He slowly cupped both of your (A-F) cup breasts with a hand each, his arms crossed on your chest. A moan slipped from your lips, only making him tighten his grip, fondling your breasts slightly. "gentle enough my lady?" He snickered. "Shut up...I can't do anything about the moans" you whimpered softly.

One of his hands soon left your chest, wandering lower, caressing your stomach and thighs. "You say something when you're uncomfortable... right (y/n)?" He said, his voice lanced with concern, echoing slightly, as he ran his hand in circles over your stomach. Your eyes had already fluttered shut from the pleasure, "Mhm.. yeah... but this feels nice"

His other hand left your chest as well, both slowly making their way to your crouch. "I smell, that your wet" he breathed into your ear, causing shudders to run down your spine. "Would you... like to touch my.. crouch? I kinda really need it now" You admitted shamefully, hiding your blush in your hands. He just chuckled and hummed softly as both his hands entered your panties.