Feeling

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He chuckled "Holding me back when I freak out is suicide" He lightly shocked you making you squeak surprised "That sounded cute" he purred amused. You huffed annoyed and crossed your arms as he gently hugged you tighter "Aw, don't be sulky" He purred and gently nuzzled your neck making you wince "Really?" he grumbled "Don't you trust me?" He loosed his hug. 

You turned to him "I trust you, but I hate when my neck is touched. It's uncomfortable for me" He tilted his head and glared at you with a smirk "You're ticklish" You went pale. He grinned and softly tickled your side, making you yelp and squirm. He snickered and stopped "You're just ticklish at your neck, that's the reason you hate being touched there" he grinned.

You huffed and elbowed him. He softly pulled you close to him, giving you barely room to squirm and bit your neck lightly, not breaking the skin. You froze in panic, but soon realized he's not going to bite down and relaxed. He slowly let go of you "Pure self-control and trust. You didn't moved your head and I didn't bite down despite all of my senses urging me to" He purred "You have no need to fear my head close to your neck, I won't bite you unless you really ask me to" 

Ben gently nibbled your neck, making you squirm "Ben! stop it! you're such a tease!" you whined. He snickered and let go of you "Sorry" he chuckled. You huffed and stood up "And you promise me really never to bite me unless I really want it?" You asked uneasy "I don't promise it, I swear it. (y/n), I swear you by my soul never to hurt you in any way, shape or form without your demand" He gently took your hands and smiled at you. 

You gently squeezed his hands "I really love you Ben" you lightly kissed his forehead. His outline blurred and his eye color flickered briefly. He looked up to you and opened his mouth to say something but closed his again. Ben smiled brightly "I-I love you too (y/n)" he whispered and you heard how heavily his voice echoed.

"We stick together from now on, you promise?" you asked softly. He nodded rapidly, stood up and gently hugged you lightly. "You can't speak right now without it being ear rape, can you?" you giggled and hugged him too. He chuckled and shook his head. "Are you so happy?" He nodded and gently pulled you closer "M-May I s-shock you lightly? I need to v-vent a bit" He chuckled lowly. You froze slightly and lent onto him "Sure, but please don't hurt me" He smiled and shook his head. He softly kissed your head and you felt your legs weaken. 

He gently held you up "Thank you, You didn't felt it, right?" you looked up at him "No, but I don't feel my legs..." He chuckled "I paralyzed you for a short while. You can move in 3-5 minutes" He sat down again and pulled you onto his lap "Don't worry" he purred as you eyed him uneasy. He softly rocked you from side to side. You closed your eyes and relaxed, but gasped as he breathed against your neck. "Your Sense is coming back, you'll be able to move again soon" he purred. 












[A/N: Little side note, I listen to the band "Hollywood Undead" while writing this story. I'm an emotional writer and depending on the songs and my mood the quality and atmosphere of the chapters vary.]


[Teaser: One of the chapters coming soon will be titled after one of their songs and the Idea for the story part came as I discovered the song ;)]

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