Poems and stuff

cruising through my thoughts

this ineffable longing can never be satisfied unless your dulcet love can calm me. its only the pain of our ephemeral rendezvous that will linger unwanted. maybe this life will be pyrrhic. i will gladly endure this hardened world with my sempiternal love for you.

-a note

maybe if the radiation and temptation seeps in a little longer

then my brain can sink a little more into that hateful hole

your rays can brighten up my life a little longer if it wants to 

"let me live a little longer if you want me to"

said a distant mirror in constant need of attention

yeah your false claims of wit and talent cant get you far

of course you want to survive but it wont get you far

lying like a martyr and suffering like a liar was too familiar for you

living like some cliché contradiction of your roots was too relatable for you

is some sin sharing likeness to an angel in you or are you just being tortured inside?

-unto myself

how to write a tragedy:

i wouldn't want this, id rather be

standing by you or in solemnity

rather than the unfortunate eternity

of scraping up life's good luck

and working so hard, only to get stuck

within this hell hole full of unwanted muck

and yet they dare to ask of tragedy

when they dont know how tragic life can be

so its tragedy you direly want to see?

 haste shall increase to your untimely deaths

with wanton hearts and lastly breaths 

youll truly see what life can be when struck with unwanted tragedy

-tragedy