Poems and stuff

thoughts & sympathy 2

my thoughts swarmed around a corse of a heart

they cawed and pecked at its flesh, expecting some sort of movement 

their onyx feathers flurried around its dried blood

ultimately growing this corse into a crow itself

- a murder of thoughts

and now theyre at it again

going back and forth over something that wasnt made to be so serious

they cant hear each other over the screaming voice in their heads telling them to stop

but they continue anyway

because the need to feel right was always going to be stronger than the feel of reason

vows of indestructible bonds meant nothing

all of this lovely talk and honeymoon feelings weren't real of course

so if love is such a powerful thing why cant it last so long

-complex

i dont care what happens to me sometimes

yet i care about everything at the same time

and if i am moved to another world i will still

find my way to you

-distance

i dont know what happened 

i ignored it all so dont complain to me

about something that i didnt pay attention to

dont bring it up while im still recovering from an unknown wound

let me grow up a little inside before im shoved into something grown up

let me pull up my pants and wipe my tears

let me get adjusted to the ride before you speed up

i guess its the people that make things sentimental 

instead of the object itself 

yet theyre still the object of my eye

i dont want them to disappear when i need them the most

but i dont know if i really needed them if theyre walking away

so things happen for a reason right?

well tell me, higher power, what was the point in having someone in my life 

if they were just going to walk away

-craving sympathy