Poems and stuff

in blood alone

in my blood alone, 

it was quite selfish to think i could be worthy of the sun

i was constantly and consistently showing my worth

by impure and immoral ways

how was i worthy of you with my blood alone?

there were so many reasons to leave

so many dire problems with my blood alone

yet the sun still remains in the sky to shine above me

nothing had to be shed to even prove such woes

yet you, holy one, you still proceed to rise above the horizon 

in blood alone, i was born of wrongdoings and unaffordable trust

yet my heart is still willfully pumping the unworthy blood

how could you shine when i have done nothing?

all ive ever been was a waste of energy and time alone

i have proved no dignity alike

so why must you bother to shine on my dark enough silhouette ?

my blood alone had been birthed in a womb of sin already

i alone was raised by choice with no full proof of love

i alone was already beginning to tear a roof down with my beliefs

and "i alone" was too much of a repeated action every single second

so what have i done that makes the sun shine on me alone?

or was it not just me, but the choice that had been made by the sun alone?

or the heart of a tainted soul in the sun alone?

there was just simply too many problems in my blood alone

too many thoughts in my brain alone

too many scars on our skin alone yet we still love

because we dont want to be alone

no. 

we love because there will always be love in our blood alone.