Bad boy~zach herron

6

Monday.

This whole Weeknd I thought about him. He just kissed me. In the dark. Randomly I barley knew him.

I didn't want him to be a douche bag today. But I didn't want it to be weird. Maybe I would just ignore him. Right?
But why did that feel so wrong?

I had on jean shorts and a cropped hoodie. I slipped on high top vans and went downstairs to eat. After my mom met me at the car.

I looked over by Zach's house. His car was still there assuming he hasn't left yet. I buckled my self and took a deep breath. Nervous for what today would reveal.

I got to school and saw Kylie. I took a deep breath and got out of the car. I ran over to Kylie and caught up.

"Kylie your never going to believe this" I started. She looked at me and crossed her arms. She was actually listening.

"Zach he um... he how do i say this..." i nervously began. "He kissed you huh?" She asked. I nodded my head slowly in confusion. "How did you guess that?". "You had it written all over your face" she laughed as we walked over to our lockers. I opened mine and she did to and we talked as we grabbed our stuff for the day.

"It was out of the blue I didn't expect it and I don't know if I wanted it to happen" I said. "I know it was unexpected but honey you wanted it to happen I can just tell" Kylie laughed. I rubbed my neck and swung my backpack over my shoulder. Just as they walked in.
Jack came in first.

He has his arm around aspen. Of course. She was dating a different boy from that group every week. It always changed. Today it was jack.

Jonah walked in. He has his eyes fixated on his phone. He wore black jeans and a hoodie. Of course.

Than corbyn came in. He had a girl friend named Christina. She didn't live here. She was kinda internet famous. I had seen her before over winter break at the dinner. They visit each other every so often. I didn't like her either.

Daniel and sydnie walked in together. Sydnie looked like she was bossing around Daniel. I felt bad honestly. I wanted to go grab Daniel and just give him a hug. But I couldn't. One day I would.

We were missing someone. I waited a few more seconds but zach never came out. Where was he. I honestly wanted to talk to him.

I put my bag on the floor and told Kylie to wait a second. I walked outside and looked for zach. My expression changed from excited for the day to crushed.

Zach and some other girl were pressed against a wall with there mouth locked. I watched them make out and felt something. Everything that felt good over the weekend with zach was gone. Crushed. What was I feeling.

I ran inside and tried to just wipe my mind of everything. I grabbed my bag quickly and started walking to class ahead of Kylie. "Wait hold up" i heard her yell.

I turned around and saw her running as I kept walking. "Woah there flash slow down" she said. I kept quiet and picked up my speed.

"Are you ok?" Kylie asked. I raced down the hallway of pictures spilling into my mind nonstop. I wanted it to stop hurting me. Why did it hurt me. What was I feeling. "I'm fine" i mumbled and walked into class and sat down. I checked the time and realized I had a long day ahead of me to feel this way. Even though I had no clue what I was feeling.

Zach came into the class and sat next to me. First I had chemistry. It just so happened that he sat next to me. I thought about him the whole class.

Maybe he did only kiss me because he wants to get with any girl he can. I'm just some girl he gets with once and never sees again. Why did he have to act like this. Why was I dwelling on it so much.

"Ashlyn?" Zach said and poked me. I shook out of my thoughts and looked at him. "What?" I asked. I started into his eyes. It made me think of the other night. How close we were. "Are we going to start mixing?" He asked. I nodded and tried not to think of him.

After working with him the whole class and unsuccessfully trying to not look at him I realized something. From seeing him with another girl. I was jealous. I knew what I felt was something bad. Heartbroken.