Bad boy~zach herron

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"What" I said. I don't know how I felt about him. He reached out to Kylie to show he cared. But did he really? He ditched me every time he saw his friends. It's because I didn't fit in.

"I'm sorry I made you feel left out" he said. "That's it? That's all you have to say, I told my self I couldn't trust you and I did, that's where I got hurt. Zach if I'm not cool enough for you, you should have just told me, there have been multiple things leading up to me being upset and I don't know if I should come back again and god do I like you but I shouldn't" I said.

"Well listen, I'm doing a performance tomorrow at Donnie's bar, I wouldn't miss it" He said. He walked away and I just watched him. God was it hard to ignore him. I wanted him so badly but it was a mistake.  I couldn't turn away. I just watched him.

But I was going to go.

The next day

Donnie's bar. Casual or dressy casual or dressy? Ok I had a romper super cute and I had jean shorts and tube top. which one. Romper. Why was this so hard. It was like I wanted to stay away but I didn't want to. What if I was missing something. What if something was going on with them.

I threw on the romper and some sandals and a little bit of makeup. I left my hair curly but pinned it back a little bit. I looked out my window. I could see him getting ready. I quickly walked away not trying to be creepy. But was he cute. I needed to stop thinking that. Ugh.

I went downstairs and grabbed my phone. I saw a text from Zach.

Zach-be ready In two minutes

Was a I physically ready. I mean I looked fine so hopefully. Was i mentally ready. Who knew. I walked outside and waited on the steps for him.

There he was. He walked right towards me with a smile. It was hard to not smile. Really hard. It was hard to hate him. And I didn't. But it was hard to pretend.

"You look amazing" he said. "You don't look so bad either" I smirked. We started to walk to his car and I looked down at his hand. I wanted to hold it. But it wasn't right.

We got in his car with his parents and siblings as they drove. "Zachy are you nervous" Myta asked. I looked over at him and smiled. He was nervous he just tried to hide it. He wasn't doing very good at it either.

"A little" He mumbled down so I was the only one who could hear him. He tilted his head up just to look at me. I smiled and kept looking into his eyes as I mouthed. "You got this". And he did he was amazing.

We got out of the car and he was still nervous. He grabbed his guitar and walked beside me. "After this would you want to go on a walk just the two of us I figured maybe we should talk" he suggested. This is exactly what I wanted. For him to explain how he was wrong. Well if he was on the same page as me. Hopefully.

"Yea sure" I replied. We walked inside and zach and his dad set up everything. He kept giving me little smirks and i couldn't help but smile.

"He really likes you" reese said to me. I turned towards her in surprise. "You really think so?" I questioned. She nodded and smiled making me smile. "I know he's mean and he makes me sad a lot and I will be even more when he's gone" she said. Gone. What did she mean. "Wait reese what do you...".

"Hey welcome everyone I'm zach and yeah I hope you enjoy" he said. He looked over at me. I could see the worry in his eyes. I signaled to take a deep breath. He did and he started to strum his guitar. Amazing already. He sung a little of the new song he was working on. Everyone seemed to like it and all the girls seemed to really like his appearance.

Every once in a while I would catch him sneak a look at me. He was amazing though. All his nerves went away. He gave his heart out to singing and he had talent. I knew it was something he would do for forever.

After his performance we met up. I gave him a high five and then a hug that seemed to last forever. I didn't want to let go. Or push away. I just wanted to hold on forever.

Once we got in the car he seemed so into music. He was telling me how amazing it felt to preform and that he thought he wasn't bad. He wasn't bad he was amazing. Maybe his upcoming fame wasn't so bad for him.

Zach and I got out of the car and started to walk down the street together. We aimed towards the park. And by the time we got there we went straight to the swings. It was super dark and hard to see but it was fun.

"Ash?" Zach said. I looked over at him. "Zach" I replied. And then all the sudden the sprinklers turned on. Getting us soaked. I ran over to zach and grabbed his hand. I pulled him towards the sprinkler. I needed to remember this night for forever. I wanted something fun to remember. We ran around in the sprinkler for a little.

While running around I ran into him. He caught me while I placed my hands on his chest. I looked up into his eyes as he smiled down into mine. He pulled me up and wrapped his arm around my neck as I stood up to kiss him. It lasted a minute or
So and then we sat in the grass away from the sprinkler. We looked down at it and started to laugh. There was probably tons of makeup running down my face. But who cares. My romper is soaked my shoes are soaked my hairs a mess. But no worries was my motto at the moment.

"I can't do this" he said. I looked over at him In shock. "The reason I keep hurting you is because I'm finding out who I am, and who I am is a musician and I tried to hide it from you but it hurt you, and I hurt you because I'm leaving".