learning | sope [ON HOLD]

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"hyung!" hoseok chirped, leaning over yoongi.

"mm, what?" yoongi muttered half asleep, not processing how close hoseok was getting.

"well, you fell asleep in your desk chair."

"oh, did i?" yoongi rubbed his eyes and sat up properly. the warm morning sun peaked through the small window. of course, hoseok out shone it. hoseok was only inches away when yoongi sat up it, he realised, it made him want to shy away. he didn't. yoongi wanted to kiss hoseok. he didn't. instead, yoongi took in hoseok's unusual beauty. he studied hoseok's facial features for the umpteenth time. yoongi could write pages, novels, series about how much he loved hoseok's face. he has in fact, although only pages, not series or novels, well, not yet anyway. obviously yoongi kept this document as private as he could, hidden in a forest of folders and a labyrinth of other notes, and by a password. yoongi could've written it in code if he wanted to put in the time and effort.

god, imagine if he submitted his pages about hoseok's face for his final assignment, he laughed to himself. whilst these thoughts ran through his mind, hoseok seemed to get closer, their noses were touching, lips almost grazed against each other. yoongi's breath hitched. oh, how he wanted to just grab hoseok's face, connect their lips, how he wanted to taste sunshine. he didn't. he waited for hoseok to make the next move. yoongi could feel hoseok's breath on his face. warm, like sunshine of course. hoseok brushed their lips together teasingly, then fell back laughing, his arms clutched his sides. yoongi
was extremely flustered and taken back. he quickly regained his composure and pouted. hoseok was still cackling like a hyena.

"hoseok-ah..." yoongi said annoyed.

"s-sorry, hyung~" he giggled.

yoongi clicked his tongue. he stood up from the chair and ran his fingers through his raven hair. hoseok stood before him, although he was only about three centimetres taller, yoongi felt that hoseok towered over him. a dominating vibe hung around him, yoongi felt intimidated, yet the devilish but sexy grin on hoseok's face made yoongi nothing but aroused and intrigued.

god damn jung hoseok.

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yoongi's class seemed to take all of eternity to finish. his usually bright and interesting professor, professor kim, droned on and on about plot twists, or something along the lines of that. yoongi started to zone out, his brain sought for something interesting to think about. he began to think about the time professor kim's boyfriend burst into the classroom not too long ago. professor kim's boyfriend, yoongi heard him call his boyfriend jinnie, was undeniably handsome. the whole was gawking at jin (yoongi concluded that jin was a good enough name to call professor kim's pretty boyfriend for now) and his perfect slim face and abnormally broad but captivating shoulders. yoongi sighed, every guy in his class was attractive, hell, even professor kim is gorgeous. his dimples are to die for. yoongi still prefers hoseok's.

the little surprise appearance from professor kim's boyfriend surprised him more than his students. yoongi could tell was closeted and that he was still nervous about sharing public affection with his boyfriend. that thought made yoongi smile, it was cute. they were cute together. yoongi was alone and hopelessly crushing on his roommate. it's stupid, he wants to deny his feelings, he hated that awkward time where they very seldom talked to each other. during that time, yoongi's crush was free to develop, giving yoongi butterflies every time hoseok smiled.

he wondered if that's how professor kim and his boyfriend feel. if they shared little moments they'll cherish and reminisce about in their old age. yoongi also wondered if love was as overrated as he categorised it to be, could he say he loves hoseok? in a way he does, in a brotherly way that is. yoongi thought about if it was acceptable to call his crush on hoseok as being in love. his mind drifted back to professor and his model like boyfriend. how long have they been dating? how did they start dating? how jin is so beautiful he could waltz into designer stores like his face was plastered over the billboard scattering the city.

needless to say, yoongi longs for a relationship with hoseok. he longs for something more than bros and roomies, not necessarily a romantic relationship but at least a friendly one. yoongi wanted to be the shoulder hoseok can try on, the hand he can hold when he's worried or needs support, and become all ears when hoseok has a problem. yoongi can definitely conclude he loves  hoseok, although not romantically, not just yet anyway. yoongi battled his inner turmoil, sighing.

the class wasn't getting any more interesting. yoongi became bored and pulled out his phone. he opens photos and many memories with hoseok appear on screen. he opened the folder called "sunshine." which contained his plethora of photos of hoseok. most were low quality photos of hoseok asleep or doing something completely and utterly stupid. these photos triggered the stomach butterflies and the delicate creatures swarmed yoongi's tummy.

maybe love isn't so bad.