Chapter 7)
Chapter Song: Avril Lavigne- Fall to Pieces
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Harmomy's POV)
"Back so soon?"
I heard the deep voice before I made it to where he was. And when I did make it there, instead of replying to his question, I did something I never thought I'd have the courage to do...I reached up to grab his neck, looked in his eyes, and pulled his head down for his lips to meet mine.
He was frozen shocked at first, but soon I felt his lips start to move in sync with mine. I felt his hands go to either side of my waist as he pushed me back against his car...Needless to say, his hands remained there.
We stayed like that until we were both, literally, about to die from lack of oxygen. We were huffing like the big bag wolf after too many attempts to blow down the brick house.
The sound of shocked gasps and whispering brought me back to reality. I looked around at all the people who were staring at us as if we were some aliens that just dropped in from the sky to say hello.. It really annoyed me.
"Don't you people have lives to get to? And those of you who don't, needs to find one."
Seriously... Haven't they ever seen two people kiss before?
A deep chuckle pulled me out of my thoughts.
I looked up to meet Jasper's gaze. "What's funny?"
He chuckled again. "You're so adorable."
"No I'm not."
"Yeah," he said, poking me in the stomach, "you are."
"Says who?"
"Says me."
I smirked and crossed my arms. "And just who do you think you are?"
His lips pulled up into a teasing smirk. "Mmm.. Your boyfriend?"
It was in that moment that I froze. Boyfriend? Is that what he was now? Iean we did just kind of make out, shamelessly, in front of most of the student body. But..boyfriend? Could I handle that. Could someone, as broken as I was, actually handle having a relationship? I...didn't know.
"Are you listening?"
I snapped out of my thoughts and focused my attention back on Jasper. "Huh?"
He chucked again and crossed his arms. "I asked if I was right."
I thought for a second. "Right about what?"
"Are we a couple now?"
"I don't know..."
"Why not? What has you confused?"
"Everything.. I don't know.. Why?"
His eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "Why what?"
"Why do you wanna be my boyfriend?"
He seemed to think about his next words very carefully. "Well, to be quite honest, I just want to. I want to heal. I wanna feel you. I want to be there when you cry so you never have to do it alone again. I wanna make you laugh when something makes you sad. I wanna hold you close when you feel like pushing everyone away. I wanna to kiss you. I wanna hug you. I wanna care for you. I just wanna have you in every way you're willing to give yourself to me.. Mony... I- I wanna.."
I took in a shaky breath.. "You wanna what?"
"I..I wanna..." He sighed and ran a shaky hand through his hair. "I just wanna love you, Harmony."
My breath got stuck in my throat. He wants to love me? Does that mean that he already does? Is this seriously happening right now?"
"Say something, Mony, I'm kind of freaking out here," he said with a nervous chuckle.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. "I don't know...Jasper, I don't think I could handle having someone actually care about me like that.."
He looked in my eyes and locked our gazes. Then he suddenly leaned forward, placing his hands on either side of me against the car, trapping me. "Well, you're just gonna have to get used to it.. Because I do."
With that, before I could respond, his lips were crushing mine. His hands moved from the car to resume their place on my waists.
Oh what the hell, I thought.
He pulled back and looked at me with a serious expression. "What do you say, Harmony? Will you go out with me?"
Looking into his eyes, I placed all my fear and hesitation aside long enough to say one short word.
"Okay."
His shoulders relaxed as if he just felt the wait of the world fall off.. "Thank you."
And, this time, it was me attaching my lips to his.
This is it.. Oh shit.
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I know.. I know.. It's short, but I wanted to give you guys a little something something.. It's been ages since I updated.. My apologies, but I hope you enjoyed it. There is more to come. Ttyt!
Later, Gators.
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