Music Camp (Shawn Mendes)|Complete

Chapter 9

July 2nd:
The morning I woke up in a strange environment. I was so confused about where I was at and why I was so warm. I felt a hand on my waist so I turned around only to see Shawn laying there just smiling at me. "Good Morning Beautiful" he said to me. "Good Morning Mr.Mendes" I said in a teasing way. "What am I doing in here" I asked Shawn. "Last night, I asked if you would like to stay in my cabin so you didn't wake the others in your cabin up" Shawn said. "Oh. Ok. Thanks for telling me. I should get back to my cabin and get ready for the da..." I said before Shawn cut me off. "No, please don't go. I want to spend more time with you before you leave and I won't be able to see you again until after dinner" Shawn told me. I didn't say anything. I put my arm around the side of Shawn as I leaned in and laid with him. He really truly does make my heart melt.

Around 10:30 am, I went out of his cabin. I went over to my room and put on a pair of black jeans and a light blue shirt. I then slipped on a pair of white converse and went to a meeting. The camp is thinking about adding a Steel Band. I'm really looking forward to it. I love the sound of steel drums. I really like playing them too.

After the meeting, I went to flute class. I got there 15 minutes early, so I set up my flute and tuned it. After that I sat down my bag and got out my phone. I saw an article called "Shawn Mendes says he WON'T date a fan". I clicked on it and read the article. He said he feels more like a brother to them. After that, I completely shut off my phone so that Shawn couldn't text me. That means that he never really liked me, he was just trying to use me. I asked my flute teacher if I could go to the bathroom. I let the tears flow down my cheek for a good 5 minutes. I stopped crying. Crying over someone isn't going to solve anything. I headed back out more confident then I was 7 minutes ago. I took the lead in flute class. I got to play the solos today. I was pretty happy. Today I realized the only way to make you happy is to get rid of the things that don't, and Shawn is one of those.

After flute class, I headed back to my room where Jasmine asked "what's going on with you and Shawn". "Jasmine, I'm sorry to let you down, but nothing is happening. Shawn was just using me and I don't want to be part of it" I told her. She pulled me in and hugged me. "Haley, I'm so sorry" she said in a comforting way. I few seconds later I heard a knock on the window. "Shit. It's dinner time" I thought to myself. I told Jasmine to walk down with him and bring me back dinner. I made eye contact with him as tears started to roll down my face. I went into the bathroom. I stayed there until I heard a knock at my door.

Jasmine's Point of View:
I watched Haley go into the bathroom. I went outside and walked beside Shawn. "What's wrong with Haley" he asked. "She's not very happy with you. She told me she was on her phone before one of her classes, and she saw a article about you not wanting to date any of your fans. She then realized you're only using her for your own benefits" I told him. "Oh shit. She must be so upset" he said. "Do you not care that you just broke the heart of the girl who has been nothing but loyal to you?" I asked him. "Yeah, big whoop. She lied to me countless times. I went back to her. She has no right to be mad" he said. "You little dick. She has every right to be mad, you have been using her" I told him. "You know what, I really do care about Haley, but I have to tell my other fans that. No matter who I date is going to be a fan of me. They need to just suck it up" Shawn said. After he said that, I ran up and caught up with the rest of the group.

Shawn's Point of View:
After what Jasmine just told me, I had to go and see Haley. I knocked on her door.

Haley's Point of View:
I got out of the bathroom to see him knocking on my door. I collapsed onto the floor and cried. He opened the door and went down beside me while I cried. "Shawn, why are you here? Can't you tell you have been what is causing me to be like this?" I asked him. "Haley, I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to use you. I just have to tell that to my fans. I'm sorry if I made you sad" he said. "Shawn, I can't take this anymore. I can't deal with all this pain I'm feeling. I need a break from you, from us, and even from myself" I told him. Shawn got up and sat on my bed. "Haley, what's your favorite color?" He asked. "What? Why?" I asked. "Just tell me what it is". "Ok, my favorite color is yellow" I said. "Well, yellow is the color of the sun. It shines brightly. It's also a unique color that not a lot of people like. It's kind of like you. Your so unique and it shine brightly which has made me fall for you" Shawn said. "Stop it. I'm so confused and it's confusing me even more. I appreciate it, but I'm so lost" I told him. "Come up here with me" he said in a some what demanding way. I listened to him and sat beside him. I looked into his eyes and the tears ran down my cheek. The took my hand and we laid back in my bed. He took his other hand and wiped the tears away. He said "Haley, don't cry. I don't like seeing you cry". "Shawn, I'm sorry. I can't help it though" I said. We sat there and comforted each other. We heard some people walking so we sat up. We gave each other a long hug and then he left to him cabin. I can't do this. It's ruining me. He's ruining me. I hope we can fix things. Jasmine brought me back food 10 minutes later. I ate it and then put on my pjs. I then brushed my teeth and took the rest of my food over to Shawn. "I'm sorry you didn't get to eat dinner, so I saved some of mine for you" I told him. "Come in" he said. I did so. He took my hands and pinned me to a wall. He started to kiss me. "Shawn" I said, stumbling to get it out "we can't do this" I told him. "I'm sorry. You just make me so happy" he said. "Thanks for the food. I appreciate you thinking about me" he said. I turned around and walked out. I went to my cabin and laid down in my bed to go to sleep. I'm starting to get weirded out. I drifted off the sleep and had a dream about Shawn. He was going out with someone else while he was trying to get me. I hope my dream isn't true.