let's start from the beginning. i sit next to you in a class. our last names start with the same letter. you have red hair and the prettiest blue eyes i have ever seen. i like to hear you laugh and joke around even if it's not directed to me. your freckles are pretty and you being there makes me feel happy. i can't describe it. you feel like happiness, if that's possible. you like coldplay and volleyball and watching basketball on tv. I'm glad we started talking because it's changed a lot for me, i look forward to sitting next to you even in my least favorite class because you make it interesting. however there's always two sides to every coin. i may love you and feel like we should be together but you don't. it's okay, but the problem is i need to get over you. your friend told me that you don't want a relationship. i haven't heard it from you but I'm too afraid of rejection that i can't bear the thought of telling you how i feel. that same friend has a girlfriend. i don't like him, i like you, but he flirts with me, i think. i want to tell her but I'm afraid of that too. i don't want her to be mad at me, or him to be mad at me, i just want to be happy. it's weird how a certain happiness is so unobtainable, and for me that happiness is being with you.
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Poetry"i trusted you and you lied. the memories lasted, but you didn't." -thank you for all of the support and love, I'm just a teenager trying to figure stuff out so everything you say in support of me is wonderful and i love you all so so much thank you...
