Choose (O2l) (Complete and second book is Choosen)

Date night

"Were do you want to go?" Sam asked me. "How about we put on a movie and have a at home date night" I said. "I like that idea. So I dont have to get ready?" he asked. "No you dont" I said. We poped some popcorn and started looking at movies. Sam pulled out a porno. "How about this one?" Sam asked. I turned beat red and said "Sam! No! A movie!""Ok ok....but thinking about it turns me on" Sam said. "Shut up" I said and grabbed a movie. "How about this?" I asked. "The notebook? I have never seen it" Sam said sitting on the couch. "What? How do you own this and have never seen it?" I asked. "My ex bought it" Sam said "Put it in, grab the popcorn and come and sit next to me" Sam said. I rolled my eyes and did what he said. I handed him the popcorn and plopped right next to him. The movie started and I curled up next to him. Sam wrapped his arm around me and I put my head on his chest. "Hey babe?" Sam whispered into my ear. "Yes?" I replied.  "I dont think you realize how much I love you" Sam said. I smiled and kissed him. "I love you too"  "But Abbie, Im in love with you" I turned beat red and a tear fell down my cheek "Why are you red and crying?" Sam asked. "No one has ever said that to me" I said. "Well maybe its because no one has a brain" Thats Sam  always ruining the moment. I giggled and he said "You can never stay romantic can you?" "Nope!" he said. He leaned down and kissed me again. "We are um..missing the movie" I said. "Yeah" he breathed against my lips. We watched the movie in silence but there was tension. I kept thinking I need to tell him. But how? I pushed it out of my mind and watched the movie.

By the end of the movie I was crying like always. "Abbie are you crying?" Sam asked. I nooded and smiled. "Your so sensitive?" "Shut up" I laughed. I looked at my phone and it was 11:30. Sam started to make out with me and I remebered I have to tell hin something. "Sam I need to tell you something" I said. "Tell me later" he said kissing and sucking my neck. "No Sam I need to tell you something now" I pushed him off of me. "Abbie whats the matter?" he asked. I looked into his eyes and started to cry. "Abbie please tell me" Sam said as I cryed into his chest. Sam rubbed my back and I tried to collect myself. "Sam...you werent the first person I had sex with....but you were the first one I wanted to have sex with" I sniffled.

He leaned back "You were raped" he seemed hurt. I nooded and he huged me. "And Jc knows" "Yes and Connor" I said. "Oh" he huffed "Ok". "Im sorry I didnt tell you" I said. Sam huged me and replied "Its ok, its ok". Sam rocked me and I stoped crying. "So um...do you wang to tell me what happened?" he asked. I couldnt say no so I told him the story. "My mom and dad split up when I was 14.  My mom traveled all over the country so she was "unfit" to be my parent so I moved in with my dad. My dad lived with 3 other of his friends from work....one of them was 24. At first he just touched me badly but by the time I was 15 he was having sex with me. I told Jc everything and he was there for me. The man who was raping me said that my dad wouldnt believe me because he knew thati hated living there and always have. When I was 17 I ran away and stayed with Jc. That leaded to this. I got a place of my own and I havent had a boyfriend until you because I was scared. I left something out.....I got pregnant once and the guy made me get a abortion becasue he didnt want to go to jail." I finished and Sam had tears in his eyes. "I dont know what to say Abbie" "Now your gonna leave me" I said and my eyes filled with tears. "No I will never ever leave you" San rocked me and I cried into his shoulder. "I dont care what happens I will always love you" "Im tired Sam im gonna go to bed" I said. "Ok tommorow we need to talk about tour" Sam said. I nooded and went up to bed. I heard Sam go outside and start the car.

               Sams POV

I cant beleive it. I picked up my phone and called Jc. He picked up right away "Jc I know about it I dont know what to do. Jc can I come over?" "Yeah of course" he said. I drive over to the house and sat in the drive way for a couple minutes. "My bae got raped" I said to myself because it still hasnt sunk in. I turned of the car and ran up to the house.

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