Choose (O2l) (Complete and second book is Choosen)

Awake

I woke up and looked at the clock. It was 7:30 and I couldnt go back to sleep so I pulled up a chair and sat next to Sam. He was so still and not how he normally is. I ran my hands through his hair and kissed him gently. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it as a tear ran down my cheek. I wipped it away and grabbed my water bottle. Kian woke up and sat next to me. "Hey look, Im sorry about last night. I was just so messed up. I still am" he said. "Its ok. To be honest I needed a kiss" I replied.  "Oh" I all he said. "So the guys are coming later" I said. Kian nooded and got up. "Were are you going?" I asked. "Starbucks. I will get you your usual" he said walking out. "Thanks" I replied.

I sat next to Sam and took his hand again. "I love you Sam and im so sorry this happened" I creid. "Its ok" I heard a weak voice. "Sam?" I asked. "Hey beautiful" he said. "Sammie!" I screamed and hugged him. He flinched and I remembered about his shoulder. "Im sorry" I said kissing him. "Its ok" he said kissing back. Kian walked in and almost dropped the coffee. "Sam?" he asked running up to him. They hugged and I called the boys to tell them the news. "They will be here in 30 minutes." I said hiving Sam a drink of my coffee. "Great" he said. "Hey Abbie?" he asked. "Yeah?" "Will you move in with me?"

"What?" I asked stunned. "I love you and I need you to stay with me. Do you want to move in?" he asked. I nooded my head and kissed him. "We are living together" I said. "Yes we are" he replied as the boys walked in. "Have your reunion call me in after your done" I said stepping outside. I went to get the nurse abd told her hes awake.  She said she was gonna get the doctor and I went back to the room. All the guys were outside the door. "Sam wants to talk to you alone" Kian said.  I walked in side and sat on the chair next to him. "You wanted to talk to me?" I asked. "Yeah...the boys told me you think its your fault and that you kept saying you should be hurt but I couldn't live with myself if you got hurt. Abbie" he said lifting up my chin. "I think that you got hurt worse then me" he finished. "No Sam your wrong. Your the one that got shot and you risked your life for me. If you died I would not of gone on. But your here alive and I still cant" I started to cry. "Shhh Shh come here" Sam said and I sat on the bed next to him. I put my head on his shoulder and he rocked me back and forth. "Your right I am alive but your wrong. I got hurt on the outside. A few stiches fixed me but you, you got hurt emotionally and I cant fix it. I wanted to protect you. You know before the surgery the doctor said that I was lucky and if I was smaller or shorter I would have died. Thats why I took it not you." Sam said. "Sam..I love you" I whispered. "Im in love with you" he said and I drifted to sleep. I wasnt as strong as Sam, I don't deserve him yet he stays...Why?