NEVER FORGET YOU | 2

Chapter Three

C H A P T E R - T H R E E

If wanting him this much is a sin, I want to be a sinner.
And if I knock on Heaven's door and God doesn't open up the gate, I won't beg forgiveness for being so vulnerable to one of His creations.
Because for the first time in my life I feel safe Like there is nothing in between my bones clawing it's way out.
And I know that if I let him in, I won't be numb from the inside out anymore.

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I really have no idea why that God has made these creatures, named best friends. They can be pain in ass sometimes.

Actually no.

Scratch that.

It's most of the time.

That cunning heartless monster, who is my supposed best friend, with a name Aliya. Why always I have to end up with these stupid creatures in my life?

"Gooo..", that cunning heartless monster, who is my former best friend said again, pushing me again towards the door of the cabinet office, pulling me out of my daydream, which was exactly where I was trying to kill that best friend of mine in many creative way I can think of.

"I still think it's not a good idea Aliya. I'm going to embarrass myself even more", I tried to convince her for the nth time today, facing her direction.

And she rolled her eyes for another nth time today, "we already decided it. You are going to talk to him, that's it. Now get going before I push you inside by myself, and I don't care what anyone is going to think about me at all. You know that already", she declared.

I signed loudly, knowing very well she can do this.

Bitch. It was my mind who screamed.

"I know I'm a bitch. Thank you very much. Now get going", she stated like she had just read my mind.

Damn. Did I said that out loud? I tried to ask my own self.

"Kavya", she warned me with her eyes wide like hawk, like she will eat me up alive if I won't listen to her anytime soon, proving my name given for her to be true.

Cunning heartless monster.

"But this is your fault that I'm here. You ditched me at the last moment. You should talk to him, not me", I try to use my pointless complain, trying to avoid that scary looking eyes of her.

"Are you going or not?", she warned again, this time her eyes narrowed, her arms crossed around her chest, completely ignoring my previous complaint.

"Okay fine, I'm going", I raised my both hands in surrender, "but you should know that I hate you from the depth of my heart", I continued while twisting my lips in annoyance.

"Yeah I know that, now start walking already", she pushed me again towards the door which was only five steps away from me. The door of the cabinet office. The door to the office where that Satan was sitting, doing I don't know what.

I wonder while looking at the door in front of me that what those elected members do inside that office. Like what he do inside that office as he was the GS.