Freak.

5| Love.

Tessa

No sleep, Absolutely none...

Yesterday traumatized me...

Everyone saw him, yell at, punch, and insult me while i just sat there and cried my eyes out like a little bitch. Nate had to come save me...

Since then i haven't talked to any if my friends besides Nate, because i live with him now. He told me, he snuck into my room from my window and packed most if my clothes and my MacBook he bought me, he said all that other stuff can stay snd hell get me more stuff if i want it. When he told me that, all i did was stare out the window and cried even though it hurt when it flowed down my bruised cheek.

Some times i wonder why my parents do these things to me. Am i a mistake?...Am i not the beautiful daughter they hoped for?...Why do they just hate me?...Obviously there is something wrong with me because they can't seem to love me...Hell nobody does...

" i missed you so much today Baby..." Nate yawned dropping his book bag and leaning back on the bed. I stayed silent staring out the wide window. Nate sat up and pouted looking at me. "baby...please...you know you can talk to me" He said caressing my cheek. i looked up at him sniffling. "This is all my fault...i'm the reason Nobody loves me...i-" Nate cut me off smashing his lips onto mine, i hesitated but i kissed back slowly.

" i love you...Sammy loves you...the jacks loves you...We all love you so much baby...we'd do anything for you...You know that...cmere" he said sitting up straight. i moved the covers and crawled over onto his lap. His hand rested on my lap as his breath lingered on my neck. " You're an adorable sweetheart, When you smile, my heart pumps out of my chest, your cute little giggle is the cutest thing, the way you curl your toes when you blush is adorable, as creepy as it sounds...i watch when you sleep sometimes and your hair almost always covers your cute face." i blushed tomato red, snuggling into his neck. " i'm in love with you baby...always have been...always will be" he said lifting my chin and kissing me softly. i smiled into the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling on his hair. His hand squeezed my ass.

I bit my lip pulling back looking into his eyes. He licked his plump pink lips smiling

"Get dressed, we're going out" He said kissing my forehead. i smiled nodding

" how ?" i asked

" Dress for a fancy-ish dinner, ill be right back"

*
I fixed my boots as i walked down the stairs. Nate leaned against the wall, looking down at his phone.

" Nate...baby...do i look okay?" i asked moving hair behind my ear. Nate looked up...well down at me and smiled as i stood in front of him, looking up.

"you look gorgeous princess" he smiled leaning down and kissing me softly. i smiled into the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck while his hand held my ass. He pulled back and smiled

"you ready cuteness?" he asked holding my hand. i nodded sweetly.

He left a soft kiss on my forehead before guiding me outside giving me time to observe his outfit.

White teeshirt, Black jeans, a bomber jacket, and some simple Retro Jordans.

My mans is sexyyy

*
A quiet giggle escaped my lips as nate kept cracking jokes.

After dinner, Nate took me to the beach and we just walked hand in hand talking. We haven't done that in a while.

" But on a serious note..." Nate started, looking down at me. " i wanted to give you this" he said handing me a rectangular jewelry box. i smiled confused.