" You stupid bitch!...Look what chasing these boys got you?!...You're nothing but a dirty whore!" My mother yelled in my face but i felt nothing.These past few weeks have been filled with so much confusion and pain i gave up...My tears no longer pour, The hits bruise my skin but don't physically hurt me anymore...
I'm used to it...I'm so numb to the pain at his point i...I don't even feel it...
" Honey!!!...Get in here and teach her a lesson!!" My mom scowled shaking her head on her way out. I sat up on my bed ready for whatever hit he was gonna give me.
My drunk father walked into the room with a dark stare stumbled over to me and held me down. I raised my eyebrow confused about this new form of punishment.
" Is this what you like?... do you like when these little bous touch you like this?" he asked pinning my arms down with one hand while using the other to rip my comfy shorts down my legs. I squirmed confused and scared.
" Dad...Dad stop!" i cried kicking my legs but he sat on top of me ripping my top off slapping me.
I cried and cried not knowing how to fight him off of me.
" I'm wanna see what these little boys do to you...Does this make you feel good Tessa?!" He yelled slipping my panties off, Slapping his hand against my private. I winced squeezing my eyes shut.
" Please...Please stop!" i cried gulping but he ignored me.
All of a sudden i started to feel like all of this crying mean nothing...Nothing at all. My body fell numb at his touch but he tears still flowed out like a waterfall but my pain was numb and ignored...
My father molested me...pushed his self into me while i screamed...Slapped me across the face when i'm crying for help...Squeezing my arms together so tightly it burns...
"Stop" i cried one more time but he answered me with another slap making me cheek turn red staring at the door where my mother once stood.
Everything started spin and spin before it all turned black...
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The sound of knocks on my window startled me out of my mini coma but i couldn't sit up , i was so sore at this point i couldn't breathe if i made a move.
Luckily i didn't have to move, The person knocking climbed in and gasped.
" Tessa...You're bleeding" Nate's Familiar voice said caressing my cheek.
I don't care what disagreement we had i know Nate is here for me as a friend first before everything.
" Did he...Did he do this again?" He asked moving hair behind my ear. I sniffled not answering him. " Fine don't say...J-Just take a shower...You're all bloody and..."
" I can't" i muttered out blinking back tears. Nate furrowed his eyebrows.
" Yes you can cmon" he said picking me up setting me on my feet but i just ended up falling back down crying.
" I-I can't!...I...I cant" i stammered covering my face.
" Tessa i'm su-"
" I CANT DO IT NATE!!!" I yelled crying " I can't do it..." i mumbled squeezing my eyes shut
The room fell silent for a minute, Nate sighed wrapping his arms around me.
" I'm here for you Tessa...Just tell me what happened" He softly whispered running his fingers through my hair. I just cried feeling the pain come back from earlier.
Why am I crying in his arms?...Why am i embarrassing myself right now.
I shook my head pushing him off and standing up as best as i can. I wiped my eyes walking on my wobbly legs to the bathroom. I squeezed my eyes shut crying and pulling down my pantie sitting down on the toilet.
" Tessa...Tessa...Tessa!!"
Was the last thing i heard before i passed out again...

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