Fix you (The Weeknd + Tabria Majors)

Chapter 1

Abel:
I took another drag from the blunt in my hand and winced as it filled my lungs. I had been smoking non-stop and it was starting to hurt but I was used to the pain.

I slowly exhaled the smoke through my nose as I pressed a button on the soundboard, making my new song Call Out My Name start to play.

"I almost cut a piece of myself, for your life..." I slowly bobbed my head as I mumbled along to the song. "I guess I was just another pitstop til you made up your mind...You just wasted my time."

I heard the door to the studio open and didn't even bother to turn around because I knew it could only be Cash or Lamar.

"You good bro?" Lamar asked as he sat next to me. "You haven't left here in days..."

I shrugged. "I'm as good as I'm going to get."

"You can't let these bitches keep you down man, you're Abel Tesfaye, The fucking Weeknd!"

"I know...but I just feel like shit...I helped this bitch get her mental right, almost gave her a kidney, got her a deal with Puma and she ran her ass back to Justin fucking Bieber! She never even had any feelings for me bro! She was just wasting my damn time!"

"Well now that you guys are over maybe you can start talking to Bella again."

"She doesn't want nothing to do with me. I tried calling and texting her and she just blocked my number."

"Ooh damn..."

"It's whatever though. Relationships just aren't for me." I shrugged. "I'll just stay single for the rest of my damn life."

"You'll find someone some day. You know, mistakes are meant to be made so you can learn from them and being with Selena was just a mistake."

"I guess." I sighed heavily. "Should we drop Friday? I'm indifferent to be honest."

"Yeah, drop it bro. Let the world hear your truth."

"Friday it is then."

His phone went off and he looked at it as he stood up. "Alright, I gotta go man."

I nodded. "See you later."

He left out and I got up to grab my bottle of Hennessy from the table as another song started to play.

"Wasted times...I spent with someone else...She wasn't even half of you..."

I took a drink from my bottle as I sat back down in my chair.

I missed Bella so damn much and I honestly wanted her back but we were both too toxic for each other. I got her too indulged in the life of drugs and partying and she had me cutting off people and making some bad decisions just to keep her happy and neither of us could continue to live like that.

We made a mutual decision to break up and we remained in contact for a little bit until she found out I was dating Selena. She said I betrayed her by dating a friend of hers and decided to cut me off. The last time we talked was a few months ago after Selena and I broke up, she called me up and I went over to her apartment. All we did is fuck then she kicked me out and cut me off again.

"Maybe I should just be gay." I mumbled to myself and laughed drunkenly. "Maybe another nigga won't hurt my feelings."

I grabbed my phone off the soundboard and posted a picture of the cover of my EP with the caption "Tomorrow".

I watched as my notifications started to fill will thousands of comments, most of them were just fire emojis or people saying yes but one comment made me laugh uncontrollably.

Shesagxoner: I can't wait to emotionally eat while listening to this

I wanted to reply to her comment but I knew it'd just start another flood in my notifications so I just like it instead.

Not even three minutes after I posted the picture my phone started to ring and Selena's name popped up on my screen. I thought about answering it for a second but couldn't bring myself to do so.

I ignored her call and she called me over and over and over again until I finally broke and answered her.

"Abel."

"Yes Selena?"

"I heard about your album."

"It's an EP."

"Whatever, are there any songs about me on it?"

"Possibly."

"Abel, I swear if you say anything about me, I'm going to sue you!"

"Sue me for what?! For expressing myself?!"

"For deformation stupid!"

"It's not deformation if I don't say your name! I don't have any songs on my EP that directly mention you, but if the shoe fits, wear it!"

"Oooh! I can't stand you Abel! I can't wait til I hear that bullshit you call music and hear what you said about me! I'm gonna sue your ass and make sure you go fucking broke!"

"I don't give a shit! No matter how much money you get from me, it still can't buy you good vocals!"

I heard her gasp on the other side of the phone and before she could say anything else I hung up then angrily threw my phone across the room.

"I can't fucking stand her!" I yelled as I threw the bottle of Hennessy I had in my hand. "I can't stand her but I still love her..."

I was so angry that I was shaking but so in pain that I wanted to cry.

I got up and walked over to the table where I had a bottle of oxcycotin sitting next to my leftover pizza. I opened the bottle and shook two pills out into my hand before popping them into my mouth and washing them down with a cup of vodka.

I sat back down in my chair and stared up at the ceiling as I let the pills and alcohol take over my body, slowly slipping me into unconsciousness and out of my pain.

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Thank you _BabyGirlHooligan_ for making the cover for this story! 🔥