HomeSick

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NO ONES POV
Tyler and Justin have been sharing a house for about a week and it has been amazing. Except, Tyler missed his family and his old room. Living with Jay has been great and all but he would normally get cuddles from his mom before bed. The other fact is that Maya is constantly spending the night. Tyler knows that Maya and Jay are besties and all but Kevin was his bestie and didn't even know they moved in together yet. Justin invited Maya over again so Tyler figured he would spend the night at Kevin's house. Justin knew that Tyler had been acting different but he didn't second guess anything. Justin had ran out to drop Maya off at work and walked into the room when he noticed Ty packing a big suitcase. "Where are you going?" Jay asked and Tyler jumped. "You walk so quietly" Tyler said in response but didn't answer his question. "You didn't answer my question babe" Justin said calmly but quite controlling. "Kevin's house, I'm spending a few days over" Tyler said still not facing Justin. "That looks like your gonna be there for a few weeks" Justin says sighing, he didn't know what Tyler was trying to say. "What if I am?" Ty says and Justin takes a deep breath, trying not to get worked up over nothing. He lookes at Tyler who still isn't facing him so he walked up to Tyler and turnt him around. Justin cupped Tyler's chin as an attempt to get him to look at him but failed miserably. Tyler stared at the ground, his eyes watery. Tyler easily cried and that was one of Jay's least favorite things. Whenever Ty cried Justin would mentally curse himself out because he knew he caused it. Tyler was already naturally sensitive but for some reason Jay could make him cry with only one rude word. "If you leave for so long, ill get lonely" Justin said softly and Tyler looked at him with annoyance, when he leaves Justin wants him but when he's here, Jay wants Maya. "I'm sure Maya can help you" Tyler snapped back and instantly regretted it. Justin's mouth dropped as he backed away from Tyler and looked down, now Jay's eyes were watering. "Look Jay, I'm sorry" Tyler said as he tried to take Justin's hand. Justin snatched away and blinked away his tears, still looking down. Tyler was too weak to fight right now and just walked past Justin out the door. A tear escaped Justin's eyes as his knees got weak and he fell to the ground. He was having a panic attack, and Tyler was gone. Normally Ty would hug and talk to Jay whenever he had a panic attack, but Jay pushed Tyler right out the door. Tyler caught an Uber to Kevin's house and cried his whole ride. He was silent as tears fell down from his face, he hated himself for leaving Jay like that. What if he has a panic attack and I can't help. He pushed all his thoughts aside as he made his way into Kevin's house. Kevin greeted him with a hug and saw that his eyes were red. "You okay Ty?" Kevin asked and Tyler shook his head. Kevin hugged him once more but it wasn't the same and Justin's hug. Kevin asked him if he wanted to cuddle until he fell asleep but it was no use. Tyler knew it wouldn't feel the same so he declined Kevin's offer and went to the guest bedroom. As he layed down he felt uneasy as he daydreamed of what it would be like if Jay was with him. He curled up the pillows as if they were a person and rested his head on them. He felt no warmth or heartbeat, like Jay's chest. He went to sleep not relaxed. Tyler woke up at eight in the morning and left immediately. He barely got sleep and felt tense. He needed Justin's cuddles. He called an Uber and stayed awake the whole ride. He daydreamed about Justin's smile and how happy he normally was. Next he daydreamed about the way Jay asked him to move in and suddently his homesick was gone. He realized that his home was with Justin and that he needed to make things right. Suddently he was at the house and the door was unlocked, good because he forgot his key. He quietly shut and locked the door. He went upstairs and noticed that Justin never invited Maya. He lookes at how Jay squirmed all over the bed and he tapped him lightly, causing him to wake up. "Oh, hi Tyler" Justin said as he sat up and rubbed his eyes, for some reason what he said hurt Ty's feelings. Tyler was far too tired to talk and just wanted to be in Justin's embrace. He took his shoes, shirt, and pants off then crawled up to Justin. Jay normally would have pushed Tyler away but he felt uneasy without Ty too and needed to cuddle with him. Tyler layed his head on Justin's chest and Justin started to play with his hair. Tyler finally felt happy and relaxed. Justin missed him and Tyler's touch and realized that it had been a long time since it was just him and Ty. The only reason he called Maya over so much was because he felt homesick but he also realized that he didn't care where his home was, as long as it was with Tyler. Justin pulled the covers over him and then kissed Tyler's forehead. "I missed you" Justin whispers and Tyler lazily smiles. "I love you so much, more than you know" Tyler said and they drifted off to sleep like that, no more words. They finally knew that it would be easy with just them in one house, no one else.

THE END

YIKES THIS IS SHORT SORRY BUT ANYONE ELSE GET EMOTIONAL? JUST ME OKAY.....

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