Are We Meant To Be? (Jyler fanfic) ✔️

Emotional pt.2

JAYS POV
As me and Tyler cuddle on the couch, I can't help but feal uneasy. I understand that Tyler had occasional mood swings but for him to sob out in tears wasn't just random, something must have really hurt him. I should have asked now that he is calm but wherever I opened my mouth to speak, it never seamed right. He burried his head in the crook of my neck and as I heard his cry my heart broke little by little. I hated when he cried, it was my very least favorite sound from him. He was far to cute and beautiful to cry so much. I ran my fingers through his hair as I hugged him tighter to me, hoping he would stop crying. "W-wh-why?" I heard him say, still crying. I ignore what he said and kept playing with his hair, gently kissing his forehead as he pulls away, looking at me. "Why?" He says again and this time I know it wasn't an accident, I was the one that hurt him. "Tell me what's wrong baby, I wanna make it better" I say but he looks at me like he's furious. "You never make it better! You always always end up hurting me one way or another!" He shouts looking at me with mixed emotions, confusing me on his point. "I know, I hate myself for that baby. I'm truly sorry. But we both know there's no way to stop that." I reply, looking at him with sorrow then he stands up, standing straight infront of me.
"There is a way actually, we could"

"No! Let's not do things we regret Ty"

"Look, I would hate to end it. And I honestly love you Justin, with all my heart. You know I do it's just that-"

"Just, go then! Get the hell away from me!"

"Justin, I do lov-"

NO ONES POV
"Apparently not if you just wanna leave. If you aren't leaving then I am. And don't say you love me, you clearly don't" Justin shouts as he gets up and leaves, carrying his shoes in his hands. Tyler stays there, silent with no tears falling. He didn't know what emotion to feel. He couldn't be angry at Justin because he was the one who broke up with him. He couldn't be hurt because he's the one who got over dramatic as always. Instead, he stood there, emotionless as so many thoughts rushed through his head. Justin on the other hand, ran out as he sobbed in tears, crying enough to fill up a river. He had only two emotions to feel, anger and sadness. He was angry that Tyler would just dump him without any explanation as to why and he was sad that he no longer had Ty all to himself. He felt a panic attack start to come so he ran into his car and locked all the doors, this time double checking. He put his shoes on and started to drive. He had no clue where to or even if he planned on going back he just drove. Soon he found himself at Maya's house, knocking on her door as the rain poured hard, soaking all of his clothes. She answered the door and immediately he shot himself into her arms for comfort. He started to sob in tears when she squeezed him tightly. "T-Tyler br-bro-broke u-up w-with m-m-me" I studder, barely getting out as my breath felt heavy. "Shh, we'll worry about that later. You're soaked Jay, come inside" Maya said and he did.

***

After showering to get the stickiness and puffiness from under his eyes he wore one of Maya's baggy shirts with a pair of boxers he kept in his car, just incase. "Now, explain what happened" Maya said as they sat on her bed and he did just that. He explained as best as he could but as he explained he realized one thing. He got up to leave immediately as he thought he knew how to fix the relationship between him and Tyler, if it was even possible. "Where ya going?" Maya asked, concerned at how Justin grew quiet. "I'm going to get Tyler back, I think I know what's wrong" he replied as he shut the door.

***
He tried driving to the house but it was no use as Tyler was gone. He gave up after he even went to Ty's 'special place'. He only had one other option, which he hoped was right. He drove to Tyler's mom house and saw no car. Still curious he knocked on the door and almost on the first knock Samantha opened the door. Justin was about to open his mouth when she motioned for him to be quiet and come inside. He nodded and walked inside quietly, his squeaking shoes and wet clothes leaving a trail. He took his shoes off along with his wet socks. After he did he quietly walked upstairs and soon he saw a very stressed Tyler sleeping. He quietly walked into the room and started to stare at him with a smile. Soon enough Tyler started to squirm around the bed and whine as he reached for someone but unfortunately, no one was there. Justin sighed as he felt bad, he knew he shouldn't but he did. He tossed off the baggy shirt then slowly got into bed with Tyler. He got nervous that Tyler would wake up but instead Ty pulled Jay closer. Tyler then came back into realization and opened his eyes as Justin layed his head on his chest. "Justin what are you doing" Ty asked, his voice dry and worn out. Justin didn't want to talk as he only felt it would make things worse. Without warning as soon as he looked into Tyler's eyes, which were pufy from crying he couldn't help it. He needed Tyler in his life and wanted Ty all to himself. Justin smashed his lips onto Ty's and didn't move. If he moved in the kiss, Ty might pull away. After a while Justin feels his cheek become wet and pulls away, looking at Tyler with concern. Tyler's eyes were filled with tears but he held them in. "I'm so sorry Tyler, I truly am but how can I make things right? I don't even know what happened to make you end us" I say, trying to keep the same temperature but my body fills with anxiety to know. "I don't know either right now, I just want you to hold me" Ty whines and Justin giggles at how all this was because of one cuddle. "I love you so much" Justin says as he pulls Tyler closer, placing him on his lap. "I love you too" Tyler says a few moments after, finally letting the tears out of his eyes. "But our relationship isn't healthy, we both know that." Ty says looking at Justin straight in the eyes. "Maybe, but we can make it healthy. I honestly don't want to loose you" Justin says as he cups Tyler's cheeks, wiping away the tears. "Why did you come in the house so late?" Tyler asked as he looked at the ceiling, afraid to make eye contact. "Ty, I want to have my own private buisnes. You're just gonna have to trust me" Jay says as he takes hold of Ty's chin, making then look at eachother. "I do trust you-. I don't wanna talk right now, I'm too sleepy" Tyler said as he plooped down flatly on the bed. Justin gets up and heads to the door. "Stop Jay, I wanna sleep- holding you" Ty says and Justin turns around. He quickly walks over to Tyler and climbs on him, placing a quick kiss on his lips. "I love you so much" Justin says as he lays down flatly on Tyler, tracing circles on his chest. "I love you too" Tyler says as Jay pulls the cover over them. Justin places a few more kisses on Tyler's lips, then cheeks, then his neck. He then noticed that Ty was asleep and pulled back some, admiring his body. "You're perfect" Jay whispers to himself, laying back down on Ty's chest. He soon falls asleep as he decides it's been a long, crazy day.

THE END

THIS WAS TERRIBLE