Breakdown (pt. 1)

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JAYS POV
The past three or four weeks have been a train wreck.

One minute me and Ty are perfectly fine and the next I'm storming out of the house angry or in tears.

The surprising part was that I wasn't even the one starting the arguments, Tyler was.

He seemed to talk to Maya and Kevin alot but whenever I came around them he grew silent.

I understood why he would wanna tell them, he trusted them and I was happy at the fact that he was so close with Maya.

It just annoyed and hurt me at the fact that he didn't trust his boyfriend with whatever he's hiding.

I've tried to get it from Maya or Kevin but all they tell me is to talk and cuddle him more.

I've tried being patient and understanding but I'm fucking sick of Tyler keeping secrets, I know I've kept secrets but he knows everything now.

"Tyler we need to talk" I speak up while we're watching some random movie he put on.

"Okay, after this last part" he says but I knew that was some bull.

"No Ty, we need to talk now. It's important" I announce again, taking the remote and turning the TV off.

"Ugh fine! Make it fast" he pouts, turning to face me.

"That's the problem Ty, you never talk to me anymore. I just wanna know what's wrong with you" I say as soft as possible but my patience ran thin.

"I'm fine, I just wanted to watch a movie" he lies again and I manage it keep my temper.

"Tyler why won't you just talk to me, please" I ask softly, cupping his cheek in one hand.

"Fine... " he groans, leaning into my touch before telling me everything.

........

"Well that's what's been happening lately" Ty cries and I can't believe my ears.

I am on the verge of tears and punching someone at his words.

"Justin, are you okay?" he asks and I don't reply, getting up to leave.

"Justin?" Tyler asks me and I shoot my head around.

"I need to clear my head, I'll be back baby I promise" I smile calmly, leaving as I shut the door.

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TYLERS POV
"Wait so you told him EVERYTHING?" Kevin asks as he taps his foot impatiently.

"Yessss, now he hates me" I groan, leaning back onto the bed as I feel tears start to form.

"He doesn't hate you Ty" Kev states and I wanna smile but his facial expression told me other wise.

"He does, you should've seen the way he looked at me. He made me feel like some freak that he didn't love in any way" I pout, blinking away the tears as they began to blur my vision.

"Well it is different Ty, very different" Kevin states, not helping as that made me feel worse.

"Great, so I am a freak that no one loves" I whine, laying down flatly on my back, pressed against the bed firmly.

"A lot of people love you Ty, including Justin. Just give him some time to clear his head and in the mean time get some sleep. It's almost two in the morning." he states and I frown, rolling on my side to face away from the door.

"I'll see you later Ty, he'll come back I promise" Kevin says before patting my back and leaving, the door shutting.

I feel uncomfortable as my shoes are on along with jeans and a zipper shirt but don't care because all I wanted was Justin.

I knew telling him would make him hate me, now he thinks I'm a no good freak.

My eyes get heavy and weak, causing them to shut and make me go into an uneasy slumber.

JAYS POV
As I entered the house it was silent, Ty no where in sight.

I locked the door before quietly creeping upstairs, being silent to not draw attention.

I open the bedroom door slowly and see a Tyler who's back as facing the door and clothes were still on, along with his shoes.

I go in and shut the door,  making my way to Tyler.

I carefully took his shoes and pants off along with his shirt, leaving him in his boxers.

Goosebumps form all along his skin, him getting cold as his skin was exposed to the frigid air.

I go up behind him and pull on him tightly, pulling the covers over us.

Almost as soon as I wrap my arms around his waist he whimpers and leans into my touch, letting his body weight onto me.

"I'm sorry baby, I shouldn't have left you like that" I whisper, rubbing his puffy eyes gently before pecking his asleep lips.

"Justin, am I annoying?"  he mumbles and I giggle slightly.

"No baby, you may annoy me sometimes but I love you" I say, pecking his cheek.

"Why did you leave me like that when I told you earlier? You made me feel like a freak and that you didn't want me anymore" he pouts, turning so we made eye contact.

"I know and I'm sorry Ty, it was just a lot to process. But you're not a freak and I do want you" I smile gently, softly caressing his cheek.

"Do you see me differently now that I told you?" he asks another question and I nod my head no.

"You're still the same boy I feel in love with, just a little different but I still love you the same" I say, yawning after as I became sleepy.

"I don't wanna loose you"

I try to reply but I grow stunned, not realizing that this could actually tear us apart.

"Get some sleep baby" I whisper, pecking his head softly as he layed it on my chest along with his leg.

"I'm scared Justin, what if the public people hate me for it?" he asks quietly and I frown mentally.

"They won't, you're still the same you. Just with a slight difference. Now get some sleep, I love you" I reply, pecking his forehead.

"I love you more" he responds sweetly, us drifting off to sleep together

The End

I know I promised to tell the secret in this chapter but sorry I got lazy 😂😂✌

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