There was a time when people liked me but didn't at the same time I didn't even notice that they were doing things without me for so long because I was in my own little world
And I was basically living a double life because by day I would be with them but by night I would he be with my other friends
And we would call and talk all night one by one getting off the phone until it was just him and me
Him and me
Him and me
But now I'm just scared all the time I'm sad all the time for some reason i won't let me talk to my therapist about it but that's what you're supposed to talk about with a therapist right
And I miss the way they all loved me with no barriers no matter what and of course my new friends do too but it's different
And I love my friends but I do miss my old ones but no matter what I will never go back because I promised
And I talked to him for the last time a few months ago we didn't discuss it but I knew in my heart it was the last time no matter how much I miss him I will not go back
Because I made a promise and my promise is my word and my word is important to me and what's important to me is friends so I don't lie when it's about friends
And now I just feel empty
Empty empty empty
