I felt like a giant weight had been lifted off of me as I walked, half naked, to my bathroom to clean myself. A naked man laid watching me from my bed as I did so. Sex with Tony was great and I felt carefree for the time being.
Tony was fairly skilled at sex and he knew how to work his penis. He waited for me to reach my climax first and then let me take the reins. He was like me in the fact I wanted my partner as satisfied if not more so than I.
We talked and cuddled in the afterglow of our orgasms for a while. That is until Tony got annoyed with the insistent buzzing of his cell phone on the floor. Our conversation was light until he cleared the air on the whole what next situation.
"Lex I really like you." I smiled at him and placed a kiss on his nose.
"I really like you to." I stated plainly. It was the truth. Tony bit his lip and I felt a bit uneasy.
"I hope this doesn't upset you, that I didn't say this beforehand, but I'm not looking for a relationship. I just don't think it'd be smart to jump into something right now." My smile had faded as he spoke from the sheer shock of his words.
Not at all what I'd expected out of him. Tony definitely seemed hearts and flowers, romance to the max then marriage type. Relief washed through me. I wasn't the potential heartbreaker in this situation.
It's exactly what I wanted though. I'd been worried about having this conversation. I knew we'd eventually get to this night but I had hoped I would've fessed up my intent before now but it had never come up.
I gave him a shy smile and as he watched me like I was a ticking time bomb. "I agree. I want the same thing." Shock and relief filled his eyes and he kissed me tenderly.
"You're amazing." I giggled at him. "I mean it. Not many are willing to have this sort of relationship. That's why I held off from sex for so long because I didn't know how you'd take it." So this was a relationship of sorts.
I smiled to myself while I replayed our conversation in my head. Hopping in the shower, I'd invited Tony to join but he said we'd never make it out of my room if he did. The idea of spending the entire night with him was appealing but then our desire of keeping things simple would be out the window. I'd say spending the night is off limits if we wanted this to work.
I showered quickly and blow dried my hair. Tony opened the door halfway through my getting ready and leaned against the door casing. I couldn't help but smile and watch him in the mirror as I continued readying myself.
He'd put his jeans back on but remained shirtless, he held his white shirt in one hand. His hair was still slightly in a disarray as well. Tony smirked at me when our eyes met and checked me out. His eyes glowing a bit more than before as he did so. I'd put on the same clothes as before but clearly he hadn't paid much attention.
"So were considering this a date right?" I sighed at his question but couldn't hide a smile that filled my face. I finished redoing my dark eye makeup before answering.
"What happened to keeping it simple?" I teased as I spun to face him. Leaning back against the sink I crossed my arms.
"Well that was until I saw how you'd be looking tonight." I felt my cheeks warm at his compliment and I looked back at myself in the mirror.
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Beginner and the Sinner (Andy Biersack & Noah Sebastian)
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