Dead Wishes

Happy

"Earth to Cameron." Clarity whispered for 3 minutes straight. "Cameron!" Finally yelling Cameron blinked her eyes."Finally you spaced out for the longest time. 5 more minutes till fall break well until schools over then fall break." Clarity talked non stop and Cameron just rubbed her eyes. She couldn't stop thinking about that dream. Ever since she woke up that night her nightmares stopped. That was all a week ago and she's been getting sleep. The only thing running on her mind was the death.

The bell rang and Cameron slung her bag over her shoulders and Clarity dragged her out of the class.  "Clarity you're running to fast I'm going to die." Clarity kept a hold of my wrist dragging me behind her. Finally out of the school she just had to trip. When she tripped I followed after her as we laid on the concrete.
"Kyle." Clarity said getting up waving hi to him.

"What happened? "

"Clarity tripped on air again?" Cameron laughed and Clarity just sticked her tongue at her.

"How do you trip on air?" Kyle said trying not to laugh.

Clarity punched him in the arm then we slowly followed her. They walked and laughed here and there until they got to the park. Clarity turned around and motioned them to that bench. Honestly Cameron hated that bench. She stayed standing as Clarity sat beside Kyle.
"Hurry before she leaves.." Clarity said looking at Kyle.

"Too late." Cameron said about to walk off.

"Cam wait." Kyle grabbed her arm and she stopped. "Listen please."

"30 seconds." Cameron said pulling her arm from his grip. "15 seconds"

Kyle struggled to say a word. He just said it quickly and looked back at Cameron.

"Ok..." Cameron said calmly. Inside her thoughts were talking nonstop.
Kyle likes you Cameron. What about Everdean? They're friends. Remember what that girl said. What do I do. Someone help me. Single I s better right? I don't need any of this lovey dovey shit right now.

Cameron walked off out of the park waving bye to Clarity and Kyle. She slammed the door to her house and saw her mom.
" Hey mom." Cameron smiled and looked around. "Okay nice having you back. How was your 'vacation'?"

"Cameron just go to your room."

"I was only trying to talk I never did anything wrong."

"Cameron I have no time for your arguments."

Cameron looked at her mom who was standing up. She looked tired but still mean. She didn't care what her mom would say but she walked up to her.
" Hate me for all I care. I did nothing wrong and if you think I did you're stupid as hell." Cameron said in a harsh tone walking off

Her mom looked at her and just sat back down. "Cameron I will never hate you."

"Then why do you treat me like trash or some animal!"

"I never knew you and understood you like your dad. I tried after he passed but you never listened. You pushed yourself away and I knew it was all my fault. You just grew apart from me and I never saw you. Cameron look I am sorry I really am."

"You blamed me for dad. You were the one who blamed me for all of this when you came home and found him dead. Clarity was never yelled at only me. I am sorry you didn't get the child you wanted but I'm here in this awful place. There's no point in apologizing because I try to ignore the fact you disowned your own daughter. Dad's gone I know but you only cared for yourself. " Cameron yelled with her eyes watery. She ran upstairs and shut the door. Cameron grabbed her duffel bag and started to pack some clothes and essentials she needed into the bag.

She turned on her stereo and turned up the volume. The sound of music played throughout the house as she finally finished packing the duffel bag. She tossed it over her shoulder and put on her school bag.

Quickly opening the door she ran down the stairs to the front door. Her mom's room door was closed so she opened the front door.

Where to now?

"Goodbye mom." Cameron whispered and decided to leave before Clarity came back.

Cameron was weighed down by her bags a bit but ran to the nearest bus stop. It wasn't really close it was a good 3 miles away. Most of the time she walked then ran or jogged again.

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Clarity got home an hour later.
"Cameron you just left Kyle hanging. Turn down your music too please."
Clarity opened the door and it was dark in there. The sun had gone down but it couldn't be this dark. Clarity ran and opened the curtains to let in what little daylight there was.
"Mom!" Clarity yelled running down stairs pushing her mom's door open.
"Where's Cameron? "

"Clarity she should be in her room."

"She's not mom!"

"Don't worry she'll be back."

Clarity knew as her twin she was somewhere doing something stupid.

She ran out the door to Everdean and Kyles house asking if they could help her find Cameron.

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Cameron payed for my bus fee on the bus because she left the one she already bought at home. It didn't have much information but she thinks she'll like where she's going. She picked an open seat and put on her head phones. Cameron turned it up and looked out the window seeing it get darker and farther away from home.  This weight lifted off her shoulders but she still had a fear.

At the moment Cameron had a feeling she hasn't felt in a while. Happy

                ~|○Authors Note○|~

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