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26,is it the time?

I saw her eyes move she is awake finally omg...I called nurse she came in and cheek sth then told me I can go in finally,I ran to her
I sit beside of her bed hold her hand and kiss her forehead
Me:honey are you ok? Ha!do u need anything?
Sara got a painful smile on her face and slowly said
Sara: no dear I don't need anything when you are here....
I smile at her again got a kiss on her cheek
Me:do u want see ALISSIA and Sam ?
Sara:how they are? Are they fine ?
Me:yes they are,let me show you their picture
I took my phone out and show her their pictures, a tears go down on her face...I wipe her face
Me:why you are crying honey!they all are fine
Sara:I cry because I'm happy they are fine
Me: well ok,btw DR told me u should only rest so I took a month off to be with you and children and take care of 3 of you my precious
Sara :thank you shawn ,I love you baby
Me:I love you more ,more than my life
We were gazing at each other then she said
Sara:I'm sleepy shawn ,why I'm like this
Me:cuz u had hard surgery, u need rest,I will leave now so u can sleep again
I was about turn and go but she hold my hand I turn back
Sara: please stay here shawn..
Me:ok honey ,I will stay here
I stayed there till she fall a sleep again,her beautiful face was colorlessness I fondle her beautiful brown hair, I kissed her hand ,I felt my phone is ringing I take look at screen.... it was sara's mom. ..
I went out then pick up the phone
Me:hello mother
Sara's mom:hello son!how is sara ?is she awake?can I come and visit her
Me:she got awake for 10 min then fall asleep again,and she is fine now,if u want u can come and visit her but she is a sleep
Sara's mom: I will come there at 11
Me :ok mother
Sara mom: do you need anything Shawn?
Me:no thnx mother
Sara's mom:ok son bye see u soon
Me:bye have nice time
I look at clock, it was 8:40 AM I was a bit hungry so I went and bought a coffee with some cake and eat it then go back to sara room she was still asleep, I hold her hand again and put my head on side of her bed and look at her face all the time and slowly fall a sleep
••••SARA POV
I woke up again and saw shawn a sleep I tried to sit and I did then fondle his curly hair shawn opened his eyes slowly and I smile at him
shawn :good morning beauty
Me:good morning honey, did you sleep well ?
Shawn :yeah I did thnx, how about you?
Me: well I did too,shawn can you bring children I want see them and hold them
Shawn : I don't know if they allow us now
Me:can you please call nurse come here ?
Shawn :ok I will wait a little
Shawn went out and called the nurse and he and nurse come in toghter
Me:hello,can I see my children?
Nurse : I don't think they just born yesterday and too weak
Me: please I want see them maybe I never could do it
Shawn ( abit angry): don't say such thing sara
Me:sorry dear ,but anything can happen
Nurse:ok,I took you to their room
She bring a wheelchair and I sit on it with shawn help...we went there I saw them,I got tear up... I can't believe it they are my children
Shawn kiss my cheek,
Shawn :yeah they are ours
After 10 min of watching them the nurse took me back to room
Shawn talk a lot with me and he told me about what he go through last night and cry alot and was dying from sadness , I hold him and kiss him
Me:don't worry shawn,you see I'm all better now
Shawn:yeah I wish you always stay well and stay by me,btw ur mom will be here by 20
min, she was so worry..