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24,a miracle maybe

SHAWN POV :
•••In hospital
Nurses and dr came and took sara to surgery room I was tear up...I'm fucking guilty if it wasn't because of me she wouldn't be like this ever...
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I didn't know what to do only ayliah come to mind so I called her and told her everything with crying ,ayliah said she will come there by 10 min..
After 10 min she came to me the first thing she did was hugging me
Ayliah : R u ok shawn?
Me (I was still tear up):I'm fine but sara...I'm don't know what to do ayliah....
I got on my knees
Ayliahsit down beside of me hold me tight
Me:it's all my fault..I'm fucking guilty...if it wasn't because of me she never would been here
Ayliah :no its not your fault shawn...you didn't know these could happen
Me:if she didn't got pregnant none of these would happen
Ayliah wipe my tears and took me to sits
Me:you didn't said anything to mom and dad?they didn't ask where are you going?
Ayliah :they both were a sleep don't worry,but shawn you have call sara's mom maybe it be last time for her
Me:never say such thing my sara will survive and we will live toghter
Ayliah :ok but still call her
Me : I can't talk
Ayliah :give me your phone I will call her myself
I gave her my phone she call sara mom ....she came there so fast tear up ......we wait for over 4 hour it was almost 2:30 Am dr come out and 2 nurse had my children with themselves ....I didn't care much about children I only wants to know how is sara
Me:dr how is my wife please say sth doctor!
Dr:she is fine for now she was under a hard surgery I really wonder how she survived
I got so happy and tear up
Me:thank you Dr so much can I see my wife ?
Dr:no not now but tomorrow yes, she will be in ICU for at least 4 day then she can be in normal rooms
I thank God for this much ,ayliah come and hug me  sara mom was happy too
Dr:who will stay the night here ?
3 of us toghter :me!
Dr:it can't be, only one person
Me: i will stay dr ,I'm her husband
Ayliah :no shawn you are really tired go home I will stay, miss moheby plz you can go too don't worry I will be here
I was about say sth then ayliah push me to door and send me home