Ayliah:it's already 10 pm so I'm going to bed, goodnight claire
Me:ok I will stay for 20 MIN then I will leave too,gn ayliah
Ayliah left and went to her room and I went after shawn...I knock and said
Me:can I come in shawn?
Shawn :yeah come in
I went in...Sara's pictures were everywhere and her white dress the one which she loved the most was on chair she use to sit always...shawn was shirtless sitting on a side of bed and look at her picture..I went close to him and put my hand on his shoulder....
Me:I really loved her...she was my bff
Shawn :I still do,she will be only girl I loved truly
A tear left his eyes,I hugged shawn
His head was on my chest
Me:it will pass,you still have your children and you promised her to protect them
Shawn:I know...
I fondle his hair and kissed his fore head then said:everything will be fine, I will be here for you always...
Still his tears coming down slowly...i took his head up and look at him and said everything will be fine and hug him again...his gaze was on my lips for a min..there wasn't much distance between our lips...suddenly he close the distance and kissed my lips...I was so shocked my eyes was wide open but his were close with a tear on...he just kept kissing after 2 min I did back
I didn't know what's going on but I did it cuz I thought maybe he need it so I did it...but how and why..his warm lips on mine move more and more
He push me to bed I was under him his lips still on mine..I try to push him away but he hold my wrist tight I couldn't help but do what he ask for...I ask thousands of time is this same Shawn?I couldn't believe..what I am going to do...he gonna do a sex..no..no..no he won't and he can't... but I'm already under him..what's happening with us..why I don't fight anymore, why I'm still kissing him...maybe my love for him back again...like when we were 16.. no.. I already have boyfriend I can't cheat..but why I love it his lips are on mine...idk..idk..he is make me crazy like when we were 16...its same feel...no..idk..his hand on my waist..
He take my shirt off slowly...its crazy but I want it too...I helped him too...
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Fiksi Penggemartwo normal teen meet each other and fall in love and go through too many thing with eachother... and absolutely the boy is shawn mendes and the girl is sara moheby a girl who just move to shawn neighborhood with so much history behind... so now let'...
