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a bad suprise

Shawn pov;
3 day later...
Me:honey let's go out for dinner tonight
Sara: ohhhh why?did u do sth wrong 😂again
Me:omg sara stop it!😂I didn't do anything
Sara:ok let me get ready I will be downstairs in 10 min
Me:ok hun I'm waiting here
She went upstairs and come back fast we get in car and I drove to a restaurant that she like it..
•••On way
Me:hun I have sth to tell you! when we get there I will tell you
Sara:what it is about ?
Me:I will tell you there hun here I can't
Sara:ok I will wait but not much haha
We get there I opened the car door for her and hold her hand then took her to our table then we order our food
Me:before the food arrive I want tell it to u
Sara:ok tell me what it is !
Me:do u remember in dr office u asked why my eyes are red and I told u cuz of allergies
Sara:ofc I do!
Me:I lied !my eyes wasn't red cuz of it
Sara:what happening shawn you are making me worried
Me:hun dr told me your life and our children life is in danger!
Sara:what areyou talking about! He said I'm all fine
Me:yes but for now ,for giving birth you are in danger! Your asthma can kill you and the children
Sara got tear up she had her hands on face I got up took her hand off and wipe her eyes kiss her cheek
Me:sara plz don't cry,he gave us a way!
Sara:what's that?
Me:give birth to them sooner with a short surgery and 3 of you will survive!
Sara:really! My children will be safe?
Me :yes of course  you and them will be safe honey !.....
Sara:I still can't believe, I don't what if sth happen to them shawn
Me:you just need keep strong
Sara pov:
Me:I don't know what to do now I'm worry ...not about myself but my son and daughter even if I lose my own life I won't care....
Shawn:never say such thing you are so precious to me  I never want lose you...if i have to chose I will chose you
The food arrive on table and shawn point to food
Shawn:honey now plz eat your food think about it later
I said ok but I still were thinking about it and didn't eat much
Shawn hold my hand
Shawn:sara everything will be fine I promise
I smile at him shawn kiss my cheek then told me I have finished my food I tried much but I couldn't eat....after dinner we took a walk shawn had his arm around of me then we sat on a bench shawn cuddle my hair and kiss my head ,it felt so safe and calm in his arms
Shawn :sara look at those stars
I turn my face to sky
Shawn :do you see that big star?
Me:yeah I do whats about that star?
Shawn :you are that star in my life..
Then he kiss my lips I did back.......
still his kisses are the bestmedicine for me
Shawn :sara we need to believe that everything will go well ok!no worries or stress! Promise me
Me:even though it's hard but I promise I will try 
After 10 min of cuddles in his arm we got up and went back home...
I change my clothes shawn got the bed ready, I sit on side of bed and was about to open my hair..then I felt shawn hand
Shawn:let me I will do it,you know I like it much
Me: ok honey do it
He opened my hair and comb them..then he hug me from back and took me into bed and hold me so tight
Me:shawn you act so strange
Shawn:nope I just want hold you tight and cuddles with you the last time I did it was 2 day ago I want do it now
Me:hahah ok
We cuddles and kiss for a hour his arm was around of me 
Me:shawn honey!
Shawn:yes dear
Me: promise me if anything happens to me u will protect our children
Shawn eyes got red and a tear left his eye
Shawn:never say such thing again plz,we will raise our children toghter
Me:still there is probablity shawn so promise me that....
Shawn cut me off with a kiss on lips,his tears go down while kissing
Shawn:we will protect our children toghter,never leave me alone please sara and never say this again
I got tear up by his words
Me:I can't promise cuz I don't know what will happen but know it I will always love you and always  will be with you every where and anytime I promise that
Shawn was even more tear up 😢then and smell my hair and kiss my head
Shawn :I never can love any girl more than you and no one can make me happy like you do,I would never smile if you leave me
Me: no honey if sth happen and maybe I ....
Shawn cut me off again
Shawn :never say that please I can't tolerance one day without you
I hold him into my arms and kiss him
Me: but you have to do it cuz of our children, and promise me you will fall in love again
Shawn cry even more I saw a painful look in his eyes for the first time ever
Shawn:I promise to protect them but I promise I will never fall in love again
I was about say sth suddenly shawn press his lips hardly on mine ,We did the longest kiss that we had till now shawn didn't let go of my lips it was like he wants die like this...his passion didn't end ,his hands were on my face and kiss my lips more and more I was breathless so I push him away
Me:I love you Shawn never forget that
Shawn:me too....