❤Love Is A Strong Word❤

My Big Mistake

Jayla POV

So Me and Jamal are driving to the movies and I wanted to ask him to tell me more about Lawrence but I don't really care to know Lawrence promised me that he wasn't going to be like other guys. Yea I know I told Jamal I could take care of myself and ill be ok but I can't afford to be hurt again. I'm tired of having my heart broken over and over and over again. Only guy that i think didn't brake my heart is King. But i could be wrong. He did cheat on me a lot while we were in a relationship. I just hope he sticks to his word. I was deep into my thoughts until Jamal told me that we were here. We got out the car and made our way to the movies. As we were walking to the door I saw a car pull up and it look just like Lawrence's car that he picked me up in but I could just be imagining things. We got in side and payed for our movie tickets and had to wait a while cause the movie wasn't starting until another 30 minutes. Jamal thought it would be a good idea to go to the arcade area until it was time.

Jamal: You think you can beat me in a game of basketball.

Me: I know I can

Jamal: Ight bet whoever makes the less free throws have to buy the popcorn and stuff.

Me: Ok you start.

He started playing and made 10 free throws. I don't think I could make that many but ill try my best.

Jamal: Beat that ma

Me: That's nothing I got this

I wasn't going to show my weakness. I started out good. My last 10 seconds we were tied I only had to make one more shot. I had to hurry. I shot the ball and I made it.

Machine: GAME OVER!!!!!.

Me: Ha I told you I could beat you

Jamal: Yea you got me come on the movie starts in 10 minutes and the lines are really long.

Me: Ok

We walked to the line and stood there waiting our turn to get our things. I accidentally bumped into some girl that was wearing a short ass black dress.

Me: O I'm....

Girl: Damm Bitch watch were your going ( She said cutting me off)

Me: Bitch you didn't even give me fucking time to say sorry. Now I'm not saying sorry to your ugly ass, you needs to get some damm clothes on looking like a fucking ugly ass black bird in that damm dress. You need you hair done to looking like who done did it. It look like somebody threw up on your dam head.

Girl: You just mad cause I'm getting attention and you not.

Me: Bitch u getting attention cause niggas only want sex from you. That's clearly what guys want out of you. One look at you and the word Sex appears. You look like a hoe.

Jamal: O shit Jayla stop ( He said laughing his ass off)

We argued a little longer until I show his face. Lawrence was standing next to her pulling on her arm trying to get her to stop.

Lawrence: Sasha come one stop arguing with people. Dam what's wrong with you

Sasha: But she started it

Lawrence: I don't care you shouldn't be ....... ( he turned and looked right in my eyes)

Me: How could you. (I said cutting him off) Your a fucking bitch. I thought u weren't like the rest but your just like everyone esle. Damm I know we only went on one date but I thought u liked me. I guess I was wrong

He just looking at me shocked.

Lawrence: I..I.... Lani I'm sorry this isn't what it looks like

Me: then WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE LAWRENCE CAUSE TO ME IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR ON A DATE WITH ANOTHER BITCH!!!! (I yelled)

Lawrence: No she just some random girl my boys set me up with. Lani please don't be mad at me in sorry. Please

Me: Fuck you Lawrence and to think I actually liked you. Your are a fucking ass hole that just want sex. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

Lawrence: LANI PLEASE !!!!!!!!!

Jamal: Don't call her you really screwed up nigga.

I ran away and went outside to get air. I couldn't believe I believed him when he said he wasn't like the rest and was different. How could I have been so stupid. Lawrence came running after me.

Lawrence: Lani look I'm sorry that you seen that this wasn't suppose to happen. Look I really really like you. You different from these other girls. When I look into your eyes I see all the hurt you went throw. I want to be the one to get rid of that hurt I don't want to add to it.

Me: To late for that cause u just hurt me( I said with a tear falling out of my eye)

Lawrence : Lani please give me another chance I'm so sorry. I didn't want that girl. She didn't mean anything to me. She was just another hoe trying to get some. Lani........ I....I .....I love you.

Lawrence POV

I.....I......I Love you. I never thought I would let those words come put of my mouth. Me a thug falling in love. This cant be real or can it be. Damm Lani got me all caught up in my feelings I don't even know what to think. I know I just meet her and all but she's the type of girl you wanna wife. If she gives me the chance I swear I will make her happy and never hurt her. We'll take things nice and slow. I can't even tell you how she's taking it cause she's just looking at me with the "bish weh" face. Ugh God I need help. A thug is in need...

Jayla POV

I......I don't even know what to say back to him. I don't believe in love. Sure I may say I love you to people but I don't really mean it. Only people I say I love you to and mean it is my brothers and my best friend Jamal. I feel bad cause I'm just looking at him with the "bish weh" face and not saying anything.. Do I say it back do I just kiss him I don't know what to do. Some part of me and then the other part is telling me he's lying to me.

Me: You what???

Lawrence: I said I love you.

Me: Lawrence do you really mean that or are you just trying to mess with my head

Lawrence: No Lani I mean that

Me: I don't believe you

Lawrence: I cant believe you don't believe me i just told your ass i loved you and u don't believe me. Fuck this i don't need you. I got my hoes and my money i got everything i need.

Me: Just leave me the hell alone.

I can't believe I just got played. I believed that he was different and wasn't going to hurt me but that's exactly what he did. I should have listened to Jamal when he said he wasn't no good.

Me: I want to go home (I know he didn't really mean what he just said but it hurt like hell hearing him say that.)

He pulled on my arm trying to get me to not walk away

Me: No get off of me I don't want you anywhere near me stay the hell away. Jamal Take Me Home

Jamal: Ok

I'm so pissed off I just need a good nights sleep. The drive home was long and quiet. Jamal broke the silence.

Jamal: Lani are you ok

Me: Yea I'm fine

Jamal: You sure

Me: Yea I'm sure I just need a good nights sleep. So who's house are we at tonight mines or yours? ?

Jamal: How about yours since we've been at my house all weekend.

Me: Ok lets go get our bags from your house.

Jamal: ight little mama

We pulled up to his house so we could get our things. I repacked my bag and Jamal packed him some clothes for the week. We left and then headed to my house. After driving from a half and hour we finally got to my house. Jamal parked the car and we started walking towards my house. Its good to be home where I know I could find some peace and quiet and happiness.

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