It's A Brother Thing

Chapter 8: The Hike

A/n: ooh look. It's Simon's PERFECT BODY NDJDKSDNNF
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Simon's POV

"You go first," Jake says after kissing me. Even his kiss makes me feel better, at least a little bit. After him explaining why he brought me here, I feel bad for throwing a fit.

He's not a bottom though, so he doesn't understand the deep pain I'm feeling. All over and throughout my body.

I also feel a little weird about what we did. In the moment, I loved every second, but now I feel bad. I feel really bad. What if Mom and Dad find out. What will they think? More importantly, what will they do?

They'll probably separate me and Jake and if that happens, I know I won't survive. Jake is the only person who can properly care for me. He knows what I need. I sometimes feel like he even knows what I'm thinking. No matter what happens between us, I need him. I need Jake.

Besides that, I'm also worried Jake thinks differently about me. I loved being intimate with him of course, but I still want to be cuddled and babied. I don't know why I like being babied so much, but I just do. Especially if it's by him. In fact, only by him.

Jake gives me a little nudge, reminding me to start walking. I already know why he wants me going up the trail first. It's for the view. And I don't mean the literal scenery.

I sigh and force my jello-like legs to go. Each step aches, especially once we start up the actual trail with the incline and uneven terrain. 

At one point during our mostly quiet walk, I slip on a faulty rock, and Jake's there to catch me. Or should I say, grab my ass and upright me again.

I hear him chuckling behind me while I pout. He was right about the hike. I already don't feel as sore as when we started.

"How long is the hike?" I ask, trying to sound like I don't want it to end desperately. When I turn around he avoids eye contact.

"Not much further, babe. Just keep going."

"Jakey," I step right in front of him and make a puppy dog face. "Pwease tell me."

He pulls me flush against him by the front of my hood and nibbles on my lower lip. I gasp, feeling warmth flood my tummy and my heart soar. My body certainly likes being manhandled by him, doesn't it?

"We're almost to the top, Si." He spins me around by my shoulders and gives me a swat across my ass.

I jump and hurry forwards.
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"It's been 60 minutes, still no sign of a McDonalds anywhere." I make a Snapchat video and flip the camera, showing the nature around us.

Jake scoffs behind me. "Seriously, Simon. I think you're gonna live. Plus, there are snacks in the cooler if you're hungry."

That's all I need to hear before slipping my phone back into my pocket and joyfully skipping over to the cooler, which poor Jakey had to haul up the mountain. He only made me wear the backpack, which just has underwear in it for all I know.

If he packed those because he thinks he's going to have me again tonight, he's probably totally right. I'd literally die for him, so there's that.

We both grab cold water bottles out of the cooler and find a couple of boulders to sit on.

Mine is almost halfway gone by the time Jakey can get the lid off his. He's about to take a drink when I purposefully gasp very loud.

His blue eyes narrow and he licks his lips. Wow wow wow. That was the sexiest thing my eyes have ever seen.

"What?" He raises a brow.

I pout. "You can't drink out of that."

He holds up the water bottle with an incredulous look on his face. "This? Why not?"