Possessive Alpha Kaden ✔️

Chapter 31

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As much as it pains me to say it, even if only inside my head, this news really isn't the good news that Kaden promised me. I'm eighteen for god's sake, I can barely take care of myself. I am in no way ready to dedicate my life to raising a pup when I have so many more serious things to worry about.

Like a psychotic rogue witch that is hell bent on ruining my life, and apparently he's decided he wants to dabble in the art of attempted murder every so often. The target for his recent murdering obsession being me of course.

As well as the killer witch possessing my friend acting as a very large baby barrier, myself and Kaden are still far too up and down with our emotions, falling out and storming away from one another. We're not mentally mature enough to raise a child, and we're definitely not stable enough to provide the proper family that this pup needs. We have just started to work each other out, and we've only just begun to click as a couple, and I feel like I'm being pushed into the deep end with this one and I definitely feel like I'm drowning.

But I can never tell Kaden this, because the light in his eyes when he looks at me is something I could never bring myself to take away, because if I did I know he could never forgive me.

Or at least he wouldn't forgive me for a long time.

However, he has listened to me when I said I didn't want to tell the pack due to the ongoing threats towards me, because it wouldn't be beneficial for word of this to spread, it would make the target painted across this pack a hell of a lot bigger, and a hell of a lot more visible.

The only problem with reminding him I'm under threat is the fact he now makes me accompany him everywhere. I leave for the office with him every day, I take my lunch break with him, I go to meetings with him. He stands outside the door whenever I go to the toilet, and if it's impossible for him to follow me somewhere, say I beg him to let me out whilst he's buried in paperwork, he has me shadowed by multiple guards.

It's driving me insane. He's taken away my freedom because he's scared of letting me out of his sight, and I'm so close to exploding on him in such a large fashion that he'll fall out with me and sulk for ages.

He won't even let me see Olivia, which I know is a slightly strange request, since it was her body that this rogue psycho harboured and tried to kill me with. But, she's my best friend in this place, and I know that she feels undescribably guilty for what happened, even though none of it was her fault.

I haven't been able to speak to her for two weeks now because Kaden has made me cut contact with her, and by all accounts he's severed her mind link to me, according to Jasper and Viola. Viola told me over herbal tea that he had stormed in here and ordered a block to be put on our mindlink, which almost made me smash the delicate China cup over the back of his head.

Jasper has been more than helpful, passing messages back and forth between us, especially after he found out Viola couldn't go against Kaden's orders and remove the block in my head, even if I was the one who asked her to do it. He knows that my mate is going way beyond what can be considered protective, and he's stepping into possessive territory that is going to end with me falling out with him, as I continue to say.

Luckily, Kaden's beta is one of the few people he trusts me to be around without needing extra security, or him attached to my hip, so I've been 'allowed' as Kaden says, which makes me want to punch him in his chiselled face because he's being a controlling asshole.

And breathe.

So now, myself and Jasper are sat in the back of the coffee shop in one of the booths by the back wall, away from the windows, and near the rear exit for a quick escape. Kaden's psychotic rules not mine. I'd want nothing more than to be able to sit near the window so I can watch the pack continuing life like normal, something I'm not able to do.