"Grabbing your vibrator!" my mouth widens then falls to a smirk and he kisses me with too much force.
SIKE. y'all must be tripping if you thought that was gonna happen. Anyway... (over 1000 words - SHOOK) shoutout to bizzleizheaya for voting for the first chapter 💙
"Grabbing your pyjamas, you're sleeping at mine" my eyes widen. I couldn't possibly stay at his, I would have to sleep on the sofa there. Mind you, it must be better than hearing the 'oh baby you're so hard, you're so hot daddy' that was coming from downstairs. It was sure to haunt me.
"Come on then" he says as he climbs out of my window. He's done this loads of times after we fucked, but I've honestly never needed to exit through my window. I just shrug and climb down after him, watching his footwork closely and try to mirror it.
I place my feet on solid ground and smile. Oh, the simple things. We walk back to his and when Lip sees me again he raises his eyebrows so I shrug back. He looks at mine and Carl's entwined hands and winks; I flip him off.
He pulls me into his room and I sit on his bed. A question rises to the back of my throat "Carl?" he looks at me "where will I be sleeping? I'm sure the house is gonna be full tonight" he nods and stares. His head cocks to the side as if he's questioning me "where do you think?"
"The sofa" I say truthfully with a smile.
"No, with me" he replies simply. Thank god the curtains were closed so he couldn't see the blush rise to my cheeks. I nod, gulping. I check my phone to see a missed call from Harry and three messages, one from my mom and surprisingly two from Dominique. Glancing at the clock and reading 10:58pm I decide to reply to the texts and go to bed.
I text Harry saying I'll call him sometime tomorrow, I ignore my mom's apology and move onto Dom's messages. My face scrunches up at her words 'my man', 'slut' & 'whore' and Carl notices this.
"What's up?" I say nothing and hope he shrugs it off. Instead, he grabs my phone and reads aloud "What were you doing with my man? You slut" he takes a breath and reads the next message "are you being a whore with my boyfriend? oh yeah, right. HE DOESN'T WANT YOU."
Carl sits next to me and tries to put him arm around me. I flinch and grab my phone back from his hand. She was right. He doesn't want me, as much as we talk and laugh together, he doesn't want me the way I want him and it hurts.
I walk into the bathroom with my clothes and lock the door. Once I'm changed, I tiptoe down to the sofa, whispering a goodnight to Lip, I put my head on the cushion and closed my eyes. I hear his slight chuckle and mentally roll my eyes. The floor squeaks above me and then I hear two hushed voices talking about something. I don't care enough to look up so I just force my eyes shut tighter and try to drift off.
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Soon enough, I wake up with a burning heat against my back. I turn to see what was causing it, intending to push myself away from it.
His bright green eyes burn into my blue ones. His eyelashes frame them beautifully and I just stare in awe. Taking advantage of the moment, I move my gaze to his cute little nose then lastly, his lips. The lips that have made my heart fly, but also caused it to drop and smash. The corners turn up slightly and I know I'm completely busted. I swear that he moves in slightly, leaving at most an inch between out lips, our noses basically touching. Before I screw up all the time I've spent trying to let him go, I sit up and get away.
'I'm proud of myself, I got out of a situation that would've caused so much pain.' I thought before Carl pulled me down again. I landed in a wierd position on top of him, in which I could feel his heart beat on my chest. It was fluttering. His hand grabs my face and he mutters something before he smashes his lips to mine.
Of course I kiss back, I've been dreaming about doing this for weeks, if not months. He bites my bottom lip asking for me to open my mouth and let him deepen the kiss. I deny and push him away, he groans in annoyance. I won't lie, it hurt to do so and his look of confusion stabbed my soul again. "Carl" I say his name slowly and carefully, to make sure every word is the right one "we can't do that. You can't do that. You have a girlfriend that loves you" I wince when saying those words but I continue "and you love her. Doing that with another girl is wrong. Please, just don't do it" and then I whisper "especially not with me"
I get off him and stand looking at the boy on the bed with wide eyes and swollen lips. I swear, this boy gives me heart palpations. Oh, and guess what, turns out he wasn't wearing a shirt either. I watch as he picks up his phone and screams "SHIT, DOM IS GONNA KILL ME!" and I just laugh at the irony. No shit, she's gonna kill Carl and will probably scorch me alive. His eyes focus on me while I laugh and his face changes into a mask of anger.
I just roll my eyes and walk out of this room to join my beloved best friend's family downstairs.
We're all sat at the table when someone knock on the door forcefully. I offered to get it and the door flew open to reveal...
(dun duN DUNN. next chapter will finally have some goddamn action lmao)
chapter question: did you like the kiss? what drama is gonna go down?
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oxygen - carl gallagher story {𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓮𝓭}
Fanfiction|| A tear rolls down my face "but you said you didn't want me" "I lied" he said with a look of desperation and fear "I want you like oxygen, infinitely" || She wants a boy that doesn't want her, until she becomes the subject of want from others ?
