I'm back at school now so that updates will be much slower. sorry x
please please please comment what you want to happen, I'll try and get all my shit together and slide it in *nudge nudge wink wink*
A few days have passed since the love of my life admitted his feelings for me and I'm still riding that high. Every time i see his face, I sigh in pure happiness. But after this time, I had completely run out of clothes and I think Debbie is getting annoyed with me wearing her clothes. I walk into Carl's room in my towel "babe, I have to go home. I have nothing to wear"
The expected response comes "then wear nothing" I laugh and kiss his lips. The butterflies reappear. "You would like that, wouldn't you?" I ask and he just nods. His face becomes an expression of sincerity. I shudder at the lust that darkens his eyes.
The thing is, I obviously want the same thing as him but this is different to what we had before. Then it was a 'friends with benefits' situation. We just fucked. Now, we're in a relationship and it would be making love. I'm afraid. I'm afraid he won't feel the same, this changes everything.
He stands up and grips my waist, threatening to pull the towel. When my body hits him, he groans slightly and I place my hands gently on his chest. My lips touch his and I smile into the kiss but it turns slightly aggressive and I know what this means. He wants more. Now. I give in and open my mouth as an act of giving permission. Our tongues fight for dominance and he wins of course. Right now I just want to see where we stand so I push him backward.
His legs hit the bed and bend so he's sat down. I straddle his lap and gyrate my hips and his lips leave mine to let a moan escape. As his neck opens up for me I nip at it. Scattering small love bites all over. His moans get louder and he growls in a voice that turns me on immediately "I'm not gonna last long if you keep doing that." so I stop and get off him.
Teasing is my specialty.
He isn't having it and pulls me by my hand so I fall onto him and onto his bed. He flips us over so he's on top. He searches my neck with his lips and find my sweet spot. I involuntarily moan. This feels so good. His teeth graze my throat and I know I'm on the losing side right now.
He pulls at my towel and it falls, leaving me laid naked on his bed. Just how I like it. Just how he likes it. But the way his eyes gaze upon my body makes my cheeks heat. The way he makes me feel is scary and hot, but the fear takes over all other emotions here and now.
In the blink of an eye, I grab my towel and stand. I'm embarrassed.
I frown and charge into Debbie's room and throw in some leggings and I crop top. When I walk back into Carl's room a face of shock still lingers. I sigh and place my hand in his thigh. "W-why did you do that? Am I not--" he whispers and I cut him off immediately.
"It's is not your fault. I just want to know where we are and what this means to you now. I can't go back to what we were before. I love you" when I stop he pulls my face to his and kisses all over. "You silly girl. I love you and I want you. But not until you're ready. Right now, I have a problem to solve" he says. I look down...
woah, sorry for the very late update and the cliffhanger. I will try my best for some smut but tbh I don't think it will fit well
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oxygen - carl gallagher story {𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓮𝓭}
Fanfiction|| A tear rolls down my face "but you said you didn't want me" "I lied" he said with a look of desperation and fear "I want you like oxygen, infinitely" || She wants a boy that doesn't want her, until she becomes the subject of want from others ?
