Being THE Best Friend

Chapter 3

Little Things started to play and I smiled remembering when the guys wrote this.

I had been getting a lot of hate from fans. It was scary.

I had been threatened and made fun of every day. It got to the point where I started to starve myself, and I started cutting. I would borrow the boys sweat shirts to cover the scars up.

It wasn't until I asked Louis for one that he asked why. We were in Miami and it was 90 degrees out.

"Why in the world would you wear a sweatshirt here. It's beautiful out." He said looking at me.

"I'm cold" was the only response I could muster up. My arms were crossed and covering the scars up. That was until a certain curly haired boy ran past me jumping in the pool knocking me in as well.

"HARRY!" I shouted at him.

He resurfaced.

"Sam I'm so sorry I didn't mean to....". It was that moment I realized he saw them. I looked over at the other boys in the pool and they were looking too.

Liam was the first to break the silence.

" Sam what happened?" He swam over to me along with the others.

"Nothing, Liam I'm fine." I said quickly trying to cover up my scars and trying to escape the pool and going back to the hotel room we were staying at.

I could hear the boys calling after me, but I kept walking trying to get away before the tears ran down my face.

Once I was in the room I let the tears flow. After about 5 minuets I decided I should take a shower. So I did.

When I got out I threw on Nialls hoodie I took and some pajama pants. I walked out of the bathroom and saw the boys all sitting in my room. Niall had his guitar. Zayn got up and told me to sit in a chair.

I sat there expecting a long drone out conversation. Instead Niall started playing his guitar and Zayn started singing.

"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me,

But bare this in mind it was meant to be,

And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks,

And it all makes sense to me."

Liam then took over with the next verse,

" I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes,

When you smile, you've never loved your stomach or your thighs,

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine,

but I'll love them endlessly."

They each took turns singing about me and how I should love myself and how they all love me. By the end we were all crying and they came over and circled me in a hug.

"Thank you boys." I pulled away from the hug and looked at them realizing I was so lucky to have supportive best friends.

Snapping back to the present we were at Nialls solo and he had spotted me at the side of the stage and sang directly to me, making me smile. The other boys spotted me too and sang the rest of the song to me.

These boys saved me and it was with that song. I thank them everyday for it and I hope they know how much they have saved me.