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Michael-
♫Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine?♫
You sat on the couch next to your best friend and kept glancing over to your ex boyfriend, Michael, who was on the other side of the room. Luke had invited you to a little gathering and you decided to come even though you knew Michael was going to be there. "(YN), I'm going to get a few drinks, would you like anything?" Your best friend then got up from the couch but you kept giving her a signal not to leave because if she did, you would be left alone with Michael. She just shrugged and mouthed, "talk to him," and left. You awkwardly sat on the couch, taking out your phone, but there was one question that you really wanted to ask Michael and you just had to ask him. "Michael?" You quietly said. He quickly glanced up at you from his phone and gave you a 'what do you want?' look. "Was our relationship a whole lie to you?" You questioned, curiuosly. He didn't give you an answer for a while but then replied with, "we were together for 3 years, why would it be a lie?" "Because you seem fine, like everything is perfectly fine," you commented. "Oh so you want me to look sad and all that?" He started chuckling. "No-." "(YN), I might look okay in the outside... But in the inside, I'm a fucking wreck. It probably hurts me way more than it hurts you." "Then why did you break up with me?" "Because-," he then got distracted by a pretty drunk Ashton, pretending to be an airplane. "I'll see you later," Michael said before he left, taking Ashton away from the living room.
Calum-
♫I remember the day you told me you were leaving, I remember the make-up running down you face...♫
"What do you mean you're leaving me?" Your about-to-be ex boyfriend, Calum, asked you as you walked down the stairs with your suitcase. "I can't do this anymore Cal." "Do what?!" "Act like some kind of dog to you! You always tell me what to do, what to eat, when to sleep, when I can go out with my friends... I'm fucking 17, I don't need some 18 year old telling me what to do every single day," you told him as you started crying, which you promised yourself you wouldn't. The past few months had been a little complicated between you and Calum- but mostly, it was you who had the toughest time. As much as you loved Calum, you couldn't handle being under his wing twenty-four seven. "Wait, s-so you're just going to lea-ve me like this?" He trembled, and you hated seeing him like this but you had to do what was going to be best for you. "I'm sorry Cal," you went up to hug him, which he returned back and as you looked into the mirror, you could see your eyeliner start to roll down your cheeks so you quickly wiped your tears away. "Will I still get to see you again someday?" He asked, as he let go from the hug. "Hopefully," you gave him a slight smile and started to walk out the door. "Oh and (YN)!" You looked back to face him. "I still love you... a lot and it's going to be hard for me but I hope you'll find a better person for you."
Luke-
♫The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone, I admit I like to see them, I admit I feel alone...♫
Luke stared at his phone, swiping through the pictures that you sent him a few days ago while you were in Bali, Indonesia. He would look at them every night before he went to bed and he could just admire them forever. Ever since the break up, you both agreed to be just friends and not have any tension between the two of you. You were taking taking the whole thing pretty well but on the other hand, Luke had never felt so heartbroken before. "Luke," Michael called from the couch opposite Luke's. No answer, he couldn't keep his eyes off of the girl he loved the most. "Hey Hemmings!" Calum tried getting his attention by throwing a grape at him. Luke quickly looked up at his bandmates and ran his hand through his hair. "You alright mate?" Ashton questioned. Luke just shrugged and went back to looking through the photos that you sent him. "Luke, we get that you miss her being right beside you but you've got to let it go," Calum stated. "No, you guys don't understand how it feels. (YN) meant the entire world to me and now, she's gone-." "She's not gone, technically, she's just taking a vacation in the country above us." "Calum, shut up. I feel lonely when she's not around okay? I feel like the other half of me is gone and wow, that was the cheesiest shit I've ever said in the last 17 years of my life but-," Luke sighed and looked up at the ceiling. "I need her back guys, I'm still inlove with her."
Ashton-
♫It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on. It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long...♫
Sitting backstage, Ashton stared at the wall and stayed quiet as his bandmates fooled around the room, all happy and carefree. It had been a few weeks since you broke up with Ashton and he's not taking it in very well. Even though you've moved on, he still couldn't handle it very well. "Ashton, you gotta cheer up mate," Luke commented as he took a seat beside Ashton. "You were fine at yesterday's show.. Why are you suddenly so upset?" The clueless boy asked Ashton. "Nothing, we should go get ready for the show now," Ashton got up from the couch and started walking towards the hall, towards the stage, with the three other guys trailing behind him, whispering different things between each other. As Ashton sat on his drum stool, he looked around the venue for you. "Ashton! (YN) is here!" You suddenly heard someone shout and you knew that Ashton heard it too because he instantly looked up and he caught your eyes. He just stared at you, no smile and no emotion. It hurt him to see you now standing there in the audience but when you were together, you would be backstage and you were always there to greet him whenever he finished a show. Ashton wasn't feeling the best today and you could tell from the way he looked at you and back to his drum kit. Calum went up to Ashton to whisper something to him. "Ashton, we now know why you're upset but will you be okay with performing today?" Ashton just nodded and started playing the beat to the first song. It hurt him to see you when he hasn't seen you in so long and little did he know, it hurt you a lot more.
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Can we just talk about how perfectly written Amnesia is for a preference... It's my fav song atm so I decided to make you guys a preferencee :)
I know that Michael's is a little different from the rest and if you didn't notice then it's okay, dont ask (:
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FanfictionPreferences for 5 Seconds of Summer. Written by viincensia.
