Rejected And Strong [ You're Not A Story. ]

Chapter 15

The Truth

Renessmee POV

Suddenly, I can't breath. My heart seemed to stop beating. And it breaks into pieces and I just want to run away as far as I can because hearing what she said next, is the words that I wish never be spoken. "I've heard everything about Mark rejecting you."

"W-what are you talking about?" I chuckled trying not to sound panick. But I failed.

I felt hands wrapped around my quivering body. I stiffened at first then began to relax as she slowly moved a hand up and down my back. Kelly hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Renessmee. I was not there when you need me the most, I'm sorry. " She apologized.

I stayed silent. It seemed like the world had frozen over when I realized everything was revealed.Don't know what I must do at this time. Without a hint, tears began to roll down my cheeks. I began sobbing and soon it burst out into crying. I whimpering from the pain. Though my cries became more pronounced,staining her shirt as I laid my face onto her shoulder. I clenched her shirt, letting her know how hurts I am.

"W-why Kelly? Why this happened to me?" I whimpered tightening my grip on her shirt.

"Sshh.. I'm sorry okay, I'm here with you now. I will always be here." she respond quietly.

"What have I done so that he hates me so much? I know I am worthless, ugly and weak.  That's why he don't want me. I'm such a pathetic fool, right?" I said noticeably upset.

"Think about all of the things you have to life for... think about all of the people who loved you so much. You need to know no one hates you, okay? He don't deserve you Renessmee. So, don't ever think of yourself like that. I want to get revenge and puch him till he is dying but I'm not in the position to do that cause it was you who would decide. If someone can't accept you as it is. That means there's something wrong with that person and not you. You are who you are and who you want to be." She tried to convince.

"..." I sink her words in my head.

I felt too tired to say anything more. I don't know what to feel right now. As if she could see right through to my deepest, darkest secrets. The reality finally reached the surface. I'm lost in the darkness.  Leaving all of the painful and sadness. The feelings I've been bury inside my heart come to an end. It can't be hidden forever, it can't be after all. I don't how she knew it or how much people who knew it. But, the most important thing now is she is here with me, helped me get rid of everything I've been through all these times. We stayed like that, still she rubbed my back, soothingly. I felt my eyes getting heavy and heavy. My vision gave up. And without realizing it, I fell asleep in her arms.

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I woke up in the morning when the light blocking my sight.

I blink several times until I adjust. I looked around just to find I was alone in my room. I rubbed my puffy eyes and carefully get out of the bed.

I walked to the bathroom, seeing my reflection in the mirror.

"God, I look like a mess." I muttered to myself, voice come out hoarse.