Words Of The Heart

Collected Thoughts

2/24/17

As I float through the sands of time, there is much I cannot abide

3/2/17

Stress is too much sometimes. How do most keep their sanity? I am worrying about money, health, well being, relationships, dating...Plus the unbearable existence of being at this place. Ten years of this, one can never imagine time like this.

3/30/17

Often times the maturity or rather the imaturity that occurs within my actions does not accurately represent the depths of feelings within my mind.

4/2/17

The dead are dead, and the living not quite

4/7/17

We live in a screwed up world. Cracks everywhere, corruption runs rampant, and the stench of decay is overwhelming as civilizations and governments slowly collapse. How can you look to the world and be so blind? How can you listen to the people and be so deaf or indifferent? How can you feel, yet be so devoid of emotion?

4/10/17

As I stand here to admire the view, I pause to take it all in. I feel the cool breeze, it gently caresses my skin, the plants around move, only as if to add to the beauty of the scenery surrounding. The water below shimmers and drifts, flowing with mild interupptions from boats, wildlife and chhildren throwing rocks. I can hear nearly everything from where I stand. The waves as they lap onto the rocks, the constant noises of wildlife,and the voices of humanity as they enjoy the area. I feel lucky to be able to sit here and take it all in, as few ever truly do. There is so much more out there in the world, but that remains for other days. For now all I strive to do is explore the place that I've called home for so many years and to enjoy the riches it has that few choose to recognise.

I set off today with no true destination in mind. Perhaps it was the smile of a stranger that changed my outlook, or perhaps it was the intake of vitamin D, or maybe it was all that caffiene.

4/13/17

Thank you to those out there poisoning other peoples days with your blatant stupidity and your condescending tones.

4/14/17

Visiting all of these reservoirs and dams has truly been one of the greatest things I have ever decided to do. To stand out there, to just witness and observe, just makes you appreciate them so much more. As I stand in front of the Black Canyon Dam, I am in awe. I am so small in comparison, and the dam so vast. It keeps back so much water, even as the banks of the rivers in the area swell and fail. Truly something to marvel at. I'm so in awe, I can't think of proper wording to describe it. 

4/17/17

I watch you struggle, I watch you break, I feel the torment as you wake. What began as happiness is naught but sadness in disguise. The tears you hide often come rushing through, shattering that mask you wear.

4/18/17

Forever altered by lessons, words, laughter, and love that was all encompassing, my life could have been so much different. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you or miss you. I hear your laughter at the most random of times, your scolding for things I occasionally forget to do, and I often hear your voice as you visit me within my dreams.