Words Of The Heart

Collected Thoughts 2

5/13/17

I will not fall for disillusioning factors again. I will not hurt for complex reasons all over again. I will not allow myself to feel that way again. Confusion will not overwhelm me, I will steel myself against it.

5/22/17

I honestly don't give a fuck about your stupid problems. Your mistakes are not my fucking problem, so stop taking your frustrations out on me.

6/17/17

Wandering out into the world alone, staring forever into the great unknown. Somewhere out in the world you stand, waiting for me with an outstretched hand.

6/27/17

There is a low to every high. Sometimes I struggle to maintain the balance. Wherever there is light, there is darkness. And in me there is darkness, that sinking feeling.

7/13/17

If I stand there far away and call your name, will you listen, will you respond, will you find your way to me. Some days I'm not sure I will ever find you as I am. Or that I will ever be able to see myself for anything more than I am. Why do I keep feeling this way, why do I keep fooling myself over and over again? Will you walk with me in the moonlight? Will you talk to me as the sun rises and sets, as the stars twinkle into existence?

7/22/17

This venture from the norm was not but a forlorn attempt at something new, but alas it was met with the same outcome. But thankfully there are still adventures to be had, this wasn't the last, as soon as I start believing that, the better I'll feel.

8/16/17

I welcome this emptiness of feeling. No longer focused on one person, the last vestiges of such slowly ebbing out of my mind.

11/30/17

We are the architects of our own demise