Lonely Bloodlust

Chapter Five

Everything was so dark. A scarlet red lit the beautiful sky with sparkling stars in it. All my breath stolen from its beauty. My hands resting on a ledge of a railing. The view of trees and water painted the gorgeous scenery. Soft winds blew my my soft curled hair as I watched the scarlet red sky.

My gaze broked off when I heard a familiar voice. I turned my head to see a man. He dressed in a black suit with a red tie. My breath hitches at the sight of him. He was godly looking, his  piercing grey eyes staring right into mine. As he walked my way his face became clearer. His black thick hair  blowing through the soft winds.

He took his steps fast but in some way, I was watching him walk in slow motion capturing every detail of him. The chandelier light shining behind him looked as if they were burning flames of crystal. He stood in front of me, only inches away from touching my bare lips.

"Enjoying the view?" He asked, his voice so raspy but buttery smooth. My back shivered as I felt him lay a hand on my waist. I looked down at his firm hand wrapped around my waist. I took notice of the long silky scarlet red dress. The way the fabric fell down on it was gorgeous.

"So beautiful." He said in such a low tone.  My head went up once his voice caught my attention. His eyes locked with mine. His grey eyes looking like melting storms behind his thick black eyelashes. There was a slight pause as I just stared deep within them.

"And I'm not talking about the dress." My heart began to thud out of my chest. His hands gripped tighter on my waist making me shiver even more. I word couldn't slip a word out of my mouth, even if I tried my hardest. I was just so breathless. His handsome grin widen as he looked at me. Like a brick hitting him, his once glowing smile grew into a slight frown. He had something on his mind. I tilted my head in confusion. He wore it too well, like he has worn for it many years. His gaze broke off my concerned filled eyes. Worried soon drowned my emotions.

"What's wrong?" I said in a hush tone. My lips near his, I could feel his stagger breathing. He held his head low, his dark hair still flowing in the cool breeze. I came closer to his chest. He grabbed my hand, looking at it with his head still low. His hands rubbed my palms as he looked at me. I couldn't take this feeling of guilt. I drew one of my hands up to his face, gently positioning his head up just enough so we were eye to eye. His eyes were set on mine. Everything was silenced but words did not to be said. He looked at me and he seemed as though he was telling me to not stop, to not go. To not leave him. I ran my hand in his black hair as my other rubbed his soft stubly cheek.  My guilt faded away as I stared into those captivating eyes telling me to not go.

Melting silver stormy eyes looked down upon me. He closed his eyes as he pushed his face into my palms. My palms were on fire.

"You're Just so beautiful." His eyes slowly opened, revealing that seducing silver. The way the red sky lit them was so alluring. His frown disappeared as he leaned towards me. My lips were touching his soft delicate ones but not enough that we were kissing. My face was burning from his quick actions. My eyes were no longer set on his, they were set on his lips. So warm and heavenly looking right now. My body was on fire as his hands went up my back. My back arched back his burning touch. Our lips only inches apart again. His plump rosy lips forming a devilish grin. I look up at his eyes and they were on me.

"Oh Seprina, you don't know what I am. But here you are falling for me. Foolish of you." He said in a hush tone. My hands still wrapped around his head, my body pinned against his, lips barely touching.

"There's no going back if you do." He said in a worried tone. My thoughts ran wild as I looked in his worrisome eyes. My desire to kiss him took over, My lips touched his. His hand that rested on my back so softly began to pull me closer in his chest, slightly picking me up. My body had tingles running all through it. As I closed my eyes, I saw red lights. I pulled slightly away, just enough to be able to breathe.  Lips still touching but I could feel his calm breath brushing against my lips.

"Wrong decision darling." He spoke. His words inhuman. So raspy and deep, no longer having a soft touch. I opened my eyes. And was being held by no longer him. A black misted creature stood before me. His once melting silver eyes, now a dark grey. No longer having a shine to them. A black mist covered him, and he's darkness started to consume me.

"you're all mine now." 

"All mine."

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My eyes whipped open. I grabbed my face in shock trying to come to terms of what happened.

"What the hell?!" I yelled. I aggressively grabbed my pillow and held it close to my chest. I ran over. my dream over and over again trying to grasp why I had a dream such as that. I never seen anything so beautiful but deceiving. My god! I can't remember who the man was but those eyes... I've seen them somewhere. Those stormy silvery eyes.

After being awake for awhile I finally got the courage to get out bed and be productive. I had gotten up from my mountain of warm blankets and stood up. Don't worry my love, I will be back to night. I patted my bed and left the room.

I got myself some food. Nothing is better than the last slice of pizza in the morning. Speaking of time. I looked at the clock and saw it was 4:00 pm. Holy shit, I slept for that long? I know I was up sense 5 looking over my 3 essays for English and history, But wow. After a i was done with my cold slice of pizza I began cleaning my house.

I was cleaning my dirty drawers when I came across something. It was an old drawing. A drawing me an d my mother made... I flipped the back of the paper to see a date and writing on it.

"My lovely little girl, so talented and beautiful. Already learning how to be just like her mommy. My sweet baby, I love you and I will keep showing I love you for as much time I have left in this world. I know it's hard for you to understand why mommy has to go away pretty soon but I love you. Daddy will take care of you. This castle is yours when I leave for my next adventure. Just don't stop being my little princess. Even with all the drastic changes, don't ever stop being yourself, don't change for anybody. Be you and express your magic. I don't want you to be upset when I leave for my my adventure. Mommy will always Love you. Mommy will still be here with you. Just like this rose, remember this moment with me. Remember the good times. My little rose, so delicate and beautiful as a rose, I will miss you.

Love you Seprina, your mom is off for her adventure.

                                                        4/26/1996

I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Remembrance of her slowly tiered me down as I looked at the drawing. A beautiful rose was sketched on the crumpled paper. The light lines still present on the paper and not smudged. Each petal drawn on so accurately. The first drawing I ever made and she guided me how to make it. A tear dropped on the paper soaking some of the petals.

My mother always had such an imagination. She was the reason why I tried to be my best. She was so kind and gorgeous, she use to tell me the story of how she met my father. She used to change details of it all the time but that's something she couldn't help.

My mother let her imagination get the best of her. She slowly forgot about her worries as she grew older. I missed her, I missed when she could remember me, at most remember my name. But that was something she couldn't help. She was my mother and I was her little rose. But I couldn't help feeling helpless when she struggled to remember me but not my father. But I loved her.

My mother soon went off to her adventure, she never came back. We had to wear black when we last saw her... she wore white, her skin was stone cold, stiff as a rock. Flowers surrounded her as a rose was placed between her to rested hands. She looked so at rest and beautiful. Everyone weeped that was around her, including I. She would never come back to us. I still miss her.