Lonely Bloodlust

Chapter Twelve

I felt hands rest on my shoulders shaking me back to reality. I looked up with tears in my eyes. What just happened?

I threw the hands down from the top of me. I could feel the tears streaming do my cheeks leaving a wet trail behind them. I looked up at Achilles concerned  eyes. I snapped my head away, hiding the tears. I looked to my side as Achilles took a step closer, I then took a step back.

"Please stop. I don't know what you are doing but please." Not taking one care of what I just said, he took one large step closer to me. I stood my hand out, trying to keep my distance.

"Please stop." My voice was weak and calm just like hers. Just like mother's. He stood still, frozen in his on mind. I pulled away my hand swiping my nose with my sleeve and my tears until they were dry. My damp sleeves hung at my sides as my head fell forward. I felt a hand wrap around me, a warm embrace I took. Achilles bent down to hug me, stroking my cheek with his icy hands.

"It's gonna be okay." He pulled me forward, clashing my head to his chest. Everything was happening all too fast for me. He made me feel secure but scared at the same time. His cold hands went up and down caressing my back, pulling me in closer. The tears soon stopped rolling down. He continued to embrace me afterwards. I could hear is heart beat, it was odd. Achilles heart was thudding so fast, but his breath was so slow. I placed my hand to his chest causing him to immediately jump.

"Don't... go..." His voice was raspy and no longer smooth like butter. It was demanding and no longer kind. My eyes widened once he pulled me closer.
His heart thumped softly now. Sounded like it was barely beating. I looked up trying to gain his attention but he did not notice my actions.

"Achilles?" My tone was at a whisper, soft and sweet. I felt him shake as if a shiver ran down his spine once I spoke his name.

"Yes Seprina." His voice, filled with dread as he tilted his head down towards me. Once I laid eyes on his I couldn't get out of them. They're beautiful. I looked down at his lips to only see a smile to painted upon them. I saw happiness within him. But I could only take that happiness away. My eyebrows narrowed, the thought of what was happening finally came to my realization. Me feeling this way for this man too quickly.  I couldn't deal with this neither could he.

I knew nothing of him, where he works, where he lives or even his favorite color! I'm not going to be this easy even though he was gorgeous. Even if I felt this pulsing feeling I never felt before.

I pushed off his chest slamming my rear against my car. I winced in the pain but kept my head high. Achilles lips were parted, his breathing growing heavy. His silver eyes, now still, no longer melting.

"I can't do tomorrow. I really appreciate the hug and everything but I have to go." I was searching for excuses to leave him, I couldn't stay. I sniffed wiping my nose with my sleeve.

"Why?" Was the only words that escaped him, sadness drenching his tone.

"I'm not staying. It was nice spending a couple of hours with you but that's enough. I just met you. Im sorry." My stomach ached as I felt that dreadful guilt scrunching my insides came again. I wanted to stay but something but my sanity was telling me otherwise.

I opened my door and shut it harshly behind myself. He stood outside the car window, the glint of happiness taken away from his eyes. I looked away and pushed the key in the slot. I looked up at him once more seeing him looking down at me. Achilles took a step away from the car walking away. His pace was slow, his fist tense. I looked at him as he slowly faded in the shadows of the tree. I watched his fist so tight turn white. Eye squinted my eyes watching his hands closely. Before he disappeared in the darkness I could see something falling from his hand. It was dark, looked it was consuming his hand.

I leaned in closer until I clashed my head in the clear glass.

"Ow! Son of bi-" My sentence was quickly cut off by a loud bang. I felt my car rattle from the hit. My eyes grew in horror. What the hell is going on?!

Authors notes
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Omggggggg. This is getting exciting isn't it! Seprina just cut Achilles off for the second time. I only wonder what's next. Don't be afraid to give me some ideas for the next few chapters. DON'T FORGET TO STAR AND SHARE! It helps me out a lot. Alright lovelies, see you next chapter.