confessions

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{IF YOU'RE NOT OKAY WITH THE SUBJECT OF SELF HARM AND/OR SUICIDE I WILL PUT A DISCLAIMER WHERE TO SKIP AND WHERE TO CONTINUE}

Hazel's POV

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I refused to look up. I was in the corner of a van, all I could hear were gun shots as the van drove away.

"Hazel...." A deep voice ringed through my ears in a hesitant voice.

I looked up and noticed it was Harry.

"We're trying to help you, all of us.."

The rest of the people in the van all took off their masks and I was suddenly confused seeing all the faces.

Ashley, Austin, Ashton, Cameron and Grace.

"We're taking you to the air port. You're going to a small island off the coast of the Pacific Ocean near California." Harry explained thoroughly

"But I'll be so lost and how will I-"

"Liam is going to stay with you. Just for a while, you're not safe here anymore. He will explain everything when you get there."

I sighed heavily and nodded.

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Avalon, Santa Catalina Island

I had to take an extremely long trip from Sydney to Long Beach, California and then a short helicopter ride to Catalina. I was barely awake and was actually extremely joyful to see the person a few feet away.

Liam was in black skinny jeans and a dark blue shirt that made him look extremely buff. He has in black shades and was holding a monster energy drink and a poster type card with my name on it.

He smirked when he saw the goofy grin plastered on my lips and I ran up to him, gratefully taking the energy drink.

"Thank you so much." I kept sipping the drink as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in.

"Anything for you."

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When we finally got to our huge hilltop house in an extravagant place, I ran into the bed room and plopped in bed.

Liam came laughing in and jumped on top of me.

"Liam what the fuck get off me!" I yelled while laughing.

"Naw, you're pretty comfortable." He winked and I rolled my eyes.

"Wanna now tell me what the hell happened yesterday." The mood turned serious quick and he nodded getting off me.

"Michael was never one that I should have trusted. He plays with people's heads and makes them think he's the good guy. Michael was going to possibly kill you last night. That's why we shot him, he's not dead though. He says he loves Hannah but he also does Macy. He used you and I couldn't stand it. I cut him out off the gang and Calum took him in thinking it was a good idea. He has always hated Calum because he slept with Hannah multiple times, he wanted to kill you to get back at both of us."

I let the words sink in and my eyes started to fill with tears.

"No... Mi-Michel wouldn't do that.."

I tried to convince myself but it didn't work.

Liam just held me for the rest of the night and I gradually fell asleep on his chest.

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Michael's POV

After I got shot in the arm and leg a couple times, I called Hannah and Macy. Macy picked me up and healed my wounds quickly.

Macy, one of the nicest people I have ever met. Was it wrong to play two girls at once? Yes. Did I care that much? No.

I always said I loved both of them but I really don't know.

Macy is sweet kind and innocent but Hannah is just like me, they both make me feel happy when I'm obviously not.

For about a hour macy has just been on her phone, I've been on the other side of the couch but now decided to join her.

She looked pretty surprised when I sat next to her so I grabbed her waist so she could cuddle into my body.

About 20 minutes later we were drifting off to sleep until we heard loud banging on the door. I groaned and got up, leaving Macy to cuddle with the sofa as she was still in her slumber.

When I opened the door my yawn turned into a shocked gawk. Hannah stood furiously tapping at my door until she pushed past me and ran into the living room.

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Macy's POV

I groaned as I heard yelling coming from the same room as me and woke up slowly.

The girl I despised the most in the world was a few feet away from me yelling at Michael about something like pills.

"Michael..?" Both their heads snapped towards me and Hannah smirked.

"Michael, would you now like to tell her?"

"Hannah I have no idea what you're-"

"Cut the fucking crap Michael and just tell her! Tell her everything that you've kept from her because she's so "innocent"."

Michael stayed silent and I stood up. Hannah was physically pushing Michael now and Michael didn't do anything back.

"Hey! Stop that!" I tried to grab her away from him but she just pushed me back.

I got up again, the adrenaline kicking in, and punched her square in the jaw. I shrieked in pain as my knuckle hurt excruciatingly bad. Michael and Hannah both got up but Hannah tackled me and started to punch me until Michael picked her up off me.

"No! She needs to learn, she can't deal with the real world!" She kept screaming and flailing until Michael whispered things in her ear and she nodded while sitting on the couch calmly.

Michael got us both an ice pack and issued me to the bathroom.

"There are things I haven't told you Macy, I want to be with you, but I'm worried after I show you all this you will be scared."

"Just show me Michael."

He got a key out from his pocket and unlocked the cabinet. I gasped at the sight and laughed slightly.

"This is not real Michael. This is a sick joke and you need to stop." All he did was nod his head.

There were about 100 bottles of pain killers and lots of razors.

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"Michael, you don't even shave, why would you have.." I covered my mouth with my hands and stood in shock.

"No Michael- show me."

He sighed and lifted up the sleeves on his sweater. There were faint cut marks going across his delicate skin and I cringed at the sight.

"I've slowed down I promise Macy, it's just so hard and the pills- the pills aren't helping."

At this point I was shaking and confused.

"How many times have you tried." His head dropped once again and a tear rolled down his cheek.

"Three."

{CONTINUE}

I was done. My sobs kept getting heavier and I fell to the ground. After a couple seconds he bent down and enclosed me in a big hug.

Out of the corner of my eye I was Hannah smirking at Michael and when I looked up Michael was smirking at Hannah.

"I think your time here is up Mace."

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Cliffhanger?

Yeah, sorry.

AT LEAST IT WAS LONGER

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