Russian Roulette (Royce)

Homesick

::Chresanto's P.O.V::

"Our dad is trying to take me to Mexico, Jacob" I said as I sat in the oak tree, "what?" He asked. I held my phone to my ear and repeated myself, "our dad is trying to take me to Mexico". "What the hell!? Why?" "'Cause the police can't arrest him if he's not on U.S. soil anymore, so Mexico is basically his plan" "he can't do that, what about school and your friends, and me? I don't mean to sound conceited but Chres you can't go, I need you" he explained. "I know, I don't wanna go, and I told him that, but he's not listening to me". 

I took a deep breath and let it out, "I don't know what to do" I said lightly. "Do you know when he's planning on leaving?" "No, I don't; is there anything you can think of that I could do to stop him?" I asked. I waited for him to answer me and when he didn't, I furrowed my eyebrows, "Jacob?" "Yeah, um, I think you might hate me if I tell you this" "oh, God, what?" "Well.... Um..... You could call the police" he stated. I stared off into space and thought about what he said, "Chres?" "I'm.... I'm here". "I know it's a stupid idea" "no, no, actually it isn't, I could call the police" "but if you do, then our dad's going to prison, I don't know for how long either". 

"Could you ask your uncle?" "Yeah" "and I don't really know where we are exactly" I said as I looked around. "They can trace the call at the police station" Jacob said simply. I smiled a little, "can't believe I'm really thinking about calling the police on our dad" I stated, "neither am I, I thought you'd just tell me to 'shut the fuck up' like Ray did when I was drunk that night". I laughed at the memory, "I miss you so much, Jacob" "I miss you too, Chresanto, you're not in cahoots with the guy that's there, are you?" "No, I'm not" "good, I had to make sure you weren't riding his dick". 

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"Chresanto, can I ta-" "No, fuck off" I said as I walked into my room and closed the door, only he opened it. "Christian, go away" I stated, "but I have to tell you something" he said, "if it's 'sorry', I don't wanna hear it, alright?" "It's not" I looked at him, "we're hittin' the road when the sun goes down" "I'm not going to fucking Mexico" I stated, "I don't understand what he doesn't get about that".

"Why not?" "Because I'm not about to start my life over in a whole new place!" I exclaimed, "he can fucking forget it". He stared at me, "it's not that bad, I had to start my life over plenty of times" "it wasn't that bad for you, you don't know how bad it's going to be for me, I have everything here. My friends, my school, Jacob, I ca-" 

"When the hell are you going to get over him?" He suddenly asked, "you can't let him be your fucking everything, Chres! Don't let your damn happiness revolve around one person, you're gonna get hurt". "Don't fucking tell me that he can't be my everything" I stated, "you've never met him and you have no idea how he makes me feel, Christian". He rolled his eyes, "he's not fucking here, you need to understand that, and it's not like you can't not come with us" "just because he's not here doesn't mean shit, and I'm not going, I already said it like, five fucking times, I'm not repeating myself again". 

"Why do you have be so complicated, Chres? This is your dad we're talking about, do you care the least about him?" "My dad didn't start caring until some months ago, he was always smoking weed and getting high almost every night with bitches and fucking sluts who would always tell me they could 'show me a few things' he didn't start acting like a damn dad until three or four months ago, and didn't start fully caring until he found out I was raped by one of his "good" friends" I explained, "so, no, I don't give a single fuck about that man!"

Christian gave me a blank stare before shaking his head a little, "that's really sad, you know, that you don't care about him" "well what the hell are you gonna do, huh? Sue me? I have my damn reasons as to why" I snapped. "Whatever, Chres, just what-the fuck-ever" he said before turning away, I stood there and looked at him. I took a deep breath and let it out before sitting on my bed, I rested my head on my hands and bit my lip lightly.