still smiling.

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there's a lot of shit going on
there are a lot of things
as beautiful
as they have ever been

and there's me
wanting to write about you,
but I just can't find my pen
and I want to sing to you
the songs of my dreams,
but my voice is breaking
since we met

old letters I re-read,
old kisses I re-kiss,
old friends I lose again,
old habits of
thinking too much,
cause I think too much

I feel quiet and poisoned
I feel cured and screaming
like an all time sunset streaming
on your linse
I feel like the one thing I need
and still
I want you

what if I already know that you gonna hurt me?

what if I can't stop anyway?

what if we do the one thing we shouldn't
and make us feel the one thing we couldn't?

cause there is a lot of fucking shit going on...

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