Why don't we just love [ REWRITING]

Part 20

STILL ZACHS POV

All the boys start to eat but I don't, I don't feel hungry or feel like eating anything yet, I just sit there and stare at it, eventually the boys finish and Logan walks in, I walked upstairs when he came in, I can't bare to see him, he probably hates me if he know that I cheated on his sister I posted this

Imzachherron:

Y/npaul, Loganpaul, jonahmaris and 842,194 likes

This is what I looked like when I was happy 😐

Fan: I'm guessing this is about @y/npaul

Fan2: I miss them too being together already

Imzachherron: @fan your right @fan2 me too

Loganpaul: you really love her don't you?

Imzachherron: @loganpaul more then anything

Y/npaul: I still love you but I can't be with you
Deleted by y/npaul

End

I saw the notification for the comment and saw it got deleted after, this made me cry,I really love her but I've messed everything up! She's probably not friends with kacey anymore which is my fault well she kissed me the second time but nothing else happened it was just kissing the only person I would do anything sexual with is y/n, I need her back but I don't know how to do it, she looks really happy when she was with ricegum and Alissa, I was such a terrible boyfriend

End of POV

YOUR POV

I got a text, looking at my phone I open it to Alissa

Alissa:
I was wondering
if you wanna come
chill with us, go to be
beach or something?
Then you can stay at
ours for a sleepover?

You:
yeah that would be fun,
where should we go? 💕

Alissa:
rice said we could go
to the beach and then
we can come back here! ❤️

You:
after the beach we should
go Walmart and
get some food! 💍

Alissa:
sounds good, I'll come
get you in about 10
minuets, that okay? 🙂

You:
that's sounds perfect see
you soon, I'll bring some
money too! 💕

End

I got all my things ready, waking down he stairs I see Logan

You: Logan I'm staying at Alissa's tonight