Why don't we just love [ REWRITING]

Part 37

After I woke up, I look to my left and there was my dad and Lisa, where the others was I don't know, and I hope luke don't come back, ever, but I know he is going to, he's staying at mine with Lisa, 2 weeks, every day, 14 days on end, this is going to be fun, more my sarcasm, they haven't seen the fact I'm awake so I'm now pretending to be asleep still, I heard footsteps and doors closing , I open my eyes and I'm all alone, the doctor walks in

Doctor: how do u feel?
You: uh. Okay.
Doctor: the team and I are concerned about you.
You: why?
Doctor: because we have been informed this isnt your first time doing this.
You: oh yeah, I've tried a few times
Doctor: we think you might have depression
You: no I don't! I'm okay! I don't have depression
Doctor: you might have it, we're not sure yet, the tests still yet have to come back
You: I can't have it!!
Doctor: why? You can't help it!
You: because what will my fans think of me, Some depressed little 17 year old who has mental problems
Doctor: I'll let you think about this, also the people waiting for you, asked me to inform you they have gone to get some drinks, so they will be back in 10 minuets
You: thank you!

He took all the wires of me because I'm not in need of them anymore, he leaves as I watch him disappear from the hall way, I stand up, open the door and walk down the other hall, towards the exit, I open the door, and run out as fast I can, I sit on the grass, leaning against the tree, finally peace, no notices, no Machines beeping, nothing but the song of birds, I have my phone on me, I watch as the minutes go by, me just sitting here, nothing on my mind, not caring, the minutes turn into a hour then soon 2 hours, my phones blowing up with messages, Miss phone calls and voicemails, not answering any I still sit here, enjoying ever moment I have to my self, I hear some shout

????: y/n are you here

I turn around and who I see, out of everyone why him?

You: what do u want?
Luke: everyone's worried come back inside, we've been looking for you for a 2 hours
You: leave me alone

He walks over and grabs my wrist and pulls me towards the building

You: GET OF MEE YOU RAPIST

He let's go

Luke: How am I A RAPIST
You: YOU REALLY WANT ME TO ANSWER THAT?
Luke: yes, please!

By now I see dad, Lisa, Shawn and the boys walking towards me and Luke

You:  YOU RAPED ME WHEN I WAS 12 TWISE THEN ONCE WHEN I WAS 13, YOU RAPED ME 3 TIMES. THATS HOW YOUR A FUCKING RAPIST.

by now my eyes tear up, I've told no one about this, now I've just told all my friends and his own sister, no one knew

Lisa: YOU RAPED MY BEST FRIEND

I looked at Shawn, he didn't look mad or like he was going to say anything, I could see that, what a boyfriend! The police came, my dad called them, I look at Shawn he still looked like he didn't care, until he got a text and looked at it and smiled

You: thanks for saying something Shawn, so much, thank you

He shrugs and looks at his phone again and smiles

You: what you doing cheating on me?
Shawn: what? No!!
You: okay, sure!
Shawn: I love you!

I turn around, Shawn starts to walk after me

You: DONT follow me

I walk back into the hospital, and back into my room, I walk over to my bed and I lie down, looking at my phone for the next 2 hours, I get a notification, bare in mind everyone left me 2 hours

It's a text message

Baby❤️:
hey I'm sorry about earlier, I was shocking I didn't know what to say to him! ❤️