Why don't we just love [ REWRITING]

Part 35

Things have been real bad for me lately I know I've got Shawn right now, but I'm not happy, I haven't been for ages and I know I'm stupid for this but my old friend, overdosed on paracetamol and it didn't affect her for 2 days before it kicked in and she nearly died, I walked downstairs and looked on the shelf and found a box of them, I popped them all out of 3 boxes and took them all, I soon fell asleep

Today is the day I'm performing with the boys, fuck, Logan probably knows too, Shawn is going to be in the front row so I'm happy about that, I'm going to be doing two songs,

How me and Shawn meet;

We have talked on Snapchat for a couple of weeks, since me and Zach broke up, and when I moved to England he was on tour and was in London so we meet up and he asked me to be his girlfriend and now we're here
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I get ready this is what I look like to perform

I finished applying my make up and walked downstairs to make my breakfast

Dad: morning sweetie
You: morning dad
Dad: did you sleep well
You: kinda, you?
Dad: yeah, I've got someone who wants to see you !
You: who?!

Dad walks over to the door and opens it , i can't believe who's come to see me, why now. Why today. My old best friend Lisa, and her brother that I hate his name is Luke, I missed Lisa, we lost contact where I hade to change my phone number and other things because I became famous, I still love her but for luke, he's wasn't right in the head, he did bad things to people, well, to me, anyway, he-uh- he raped me when I was 12- a few times, he also did it when I was 13, then he moved to go to collage, I haven't seen him since the last time he did it to me, until now