Why don't we just love [ REWRITING]

Part 53

After I told them, they all was shocked I didn't know how they would react but let's say they don't want anything to do with me anymore, but Corbyn he's always been there for me and he's known for 3 weeks now, I couldn't hid it from him, he knows when I lie I'm a terrible lier to him, I can lie to anyone else

Day 15

It's been half a month and we've been many places around Europe, todays the day I gets all my things from the boys house as I'm in America, the boys still have 4 weeks left off tour as the decided to change the rest of the dates so they could go to Asia then finish the Europiun leg of the tour, they've just finished they Asia shows, there next stop London, I walk into there house, god I've missed this place a lot, I get all of my shoes, coats and everything from downstairs and walk to my room, and pack it all in one suitcase, I get everything else I have in another, I gave Zach the clothes I have but one jumper, that's all I got left of him I'm not giving that one me back

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I turn on my camera and set it down, I press record

Hey guys, it's me y/n, I'm finally back, I know long time no see, I bet y'all have been wondering where I've been, man I've gone to a lot of places performed in. I just posted a photo on Instagram and I'm looking though the comments, there's things I need to clear up, and I know that, but not all can be told, let's start off from why I left the boys, I'm not a violet person anymore, Zach changed me and I'm happy he did. I was so in love with him, and I though he loved me well he got a girlfriend and you all know Katie, she was being a bitch to me and I left because I know I would punch her and Zach would hate me even more, I couldn't have that, he was the best thing that happened to me. So I left, I hade a secret that I still can't say but I told the other boys and we'll they didn't want anything to do with me, but Corbyn I still talk to him, the girls was the same, I know what I'm going to do is wrong but I need to do it for myself. I focus of everyone but myself, I need to do something for me for once, that's what I'm doing, I've missed y'all so much, I love you beautifuls, I'll talk soon byeee