Why don't we just love [ REWRITING]

Part 38

A/n I'm very sorry I haven't been updated for the part month or so, I've been busy and I've been on holiday and my internet was being bad, but I'm going to post ever other day hopefully, I love y'all

3 days have past since I've come out of hospital, Shawn has to leave tomorrow and the boys have already left, Luke's got court today and I'm going, with Lisa, dad, Shawn and knowing Logan he's probably going to be there too, I don't want to go but I have to, I need to see! What happens to the person who raped me!

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Court room

Judge: with no evidence you ever raped y/n Paul, you have no sentence and free of charge

Shawn: WHAT?! You can't let the man who raped my girlfriend  out on the streets

Judge: I'm sorry but there's no evidence

Luke looks at me and smirkes, bitch, we all walk out

Lisa: I'm so sorry
You: it-it's okay
Lisa: I'll call mom to come get him, he's not staying here
You: it's okay, just DONT let me be alone with him
Dad: are you sure?
You: yeah
Luke: guess who didn't get charged
Shawn: you touch my girlfriend and your dead, got it
Luke: yeah sure man
Logan: YOUR BEST BROTHER IS HERE
you: fuck.

Fuck, just fuck.

Logan: not happy to see me
You: no not really!
Logan: why?
You: 'you'll go to prison if you carry on' ' your getting really bad'
Logan: I was just trying to warn you

He sounds like he's getting sad! Now I kinda feel bad

You: you did it okay, it worked
Logan: I didn't want you to move! I want you to come back
You: why so mom can tell me what I can and can't do, I'm sick of it, she made me move to Ohio, made me break up with Zach, I wish I NEVER found her, she ruined my life! Dad I wanna go home
Dad: let's go sweetie
Lisa: well go to the shop, luke I'm taking you
Shawn: I'm coming!
Logan: I'll leave, I'm sorry!

We all went our separate ways, me and dad went home, he soon went out to go and get a parcel he wasn't at home for

Lisa's POV

Luke: Can I go back
Shawn: no!
Luke: why?
Shawn: because y/ns there
You: her dads there, he won't do nothing
Shawn: fine go

He left

End of PoV

About 10 minuets after dad left I heard the door, he said he wouldn't be back for another 40 minuets because of the drive and things, I guess the traffic wasn't bad

You: DAD IM UPSTAIRS!!!

I hear footsteps up the stairs and too my door frame I look and I see Luke

You: what are you doing here?
Luke: there all at the shop still!
You: why are you on your own

He walks towards me and I walk backwards

Luke: you shouldn't of told people
You: you shouldn't of raped me

I walk backwards, now my backs against the wall and he's like right in front of me

You: please just leave me alone
Luke: why should I?
You: because I don't want you
Luke: but I do
You: just STOP GET OFF ME

he grabs my wrists and takes of my clothes- blah- blah- blah
He raped me- again- forth time- I feel weak, vulnerable, the whole time I was shouting at him to get off, not once did he listen but he did the opposite of that, he carried on, he left the room, I ran to the bathroom and ran a shower, locked the door, and got in and sat down, crying, he's 21 now he should know that raping me is illegal, I basically just cheated on Shawn, why did he come home? Early? Why on his own? Why am I so weak? I tried to push him off! But it just didn't work! fuck my life! I was in the shower for at least 30 minuets, I got out and changed into some nice fresh  clothes, I saw a blade, I got it and sat on the floor, hearing Shawn Lisa and my dad call my name, trying to find which room I was in, I put the blade back without harming myself, and walked out the bath room

Lisa: did he touch you?
Shawn: I swear he's dead
Dad: I'll call the police
You: guys I went for a shower after dad left i didn't even know who came home I though it was dad! He didn't touch me

Putting on a fake smile I know they all believe

Shawn: promise?
You: I promise.

Fuck. What am I doing.

Luke: I told you!

I went to bed that night, Shawn next to me, why didn't I tell him? Shawn just left and dads gone out, so I'm with Lisa and Luke, I walked home and they stayed In town, I just wanna be at home with out Luke, I just want some one with me other then them too I open my phone and call someone

You: hey...

Logan: what's up?

You: please come back...

Logan: what's up?

You: I need you...

Logan: your scaring me!

You: he did it again

Logan: who?

You: Luke, please I can't be here on my own, I just need you

Logan: I'll be on the next plane

You: thank you

End

I end the call and not even joking 25 minuets later this is in instagram

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I'm coming @y/npaul, ❤️

Y/npaul: thanks 😕❤️

Imzachherron: what's happened

Corbynbesson: what's ever had happened we all love you y/n 

Fan: WE LOVE YOU QUEEN

y/npaul: @imzachherron text me?

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Zachary ☹️: hey.

You: hey

Zachary☹️: what's happened?

You: I cheated on Shawn, not on purpose it wasn't my fault, Shawn doesn't know, you don't know what I mean by it wasn't my fault

Zachary☹️: it's fine, we may not be as close as we use to but you can talk to me, I hope you know that

You: well I think you'll know what I mean if I say this

Zachary☹️:?

You: Luke

Zachary☹️: imma kill him where is he? When did it happen?

You: yesterday

Zachary☹️: we have a week break again after the next show! We're coming down!!!!

You: don't be stupid go to your family

Zachary☹️: I wanna be with you

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