Why don't we just love [ REWRITING]

Part 84

I sit down on the seat, my luggage in the baggage thingy I don't know what it's called, my flight is in 30 minuets. I look at my phone, I got messages

Bean♥️: Im disappointed in you...
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Rose 🥀: you always have been

Noodlehead💕: I'll keep her safe, now that your gone their will be no drama
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Rose 🥀: oh ok

Jonahhh💚: he's heartbroken
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Rose 🥀: I tried so hard to stop it, I really did, I just kept going back like a boomerang
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Jonahhh💚: don't use our songs

Ocean👀: I'm going to miss you, why did you do that though?
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Rose 🥀: I will miss you a lot blue eyes

QueenChristiana🥀: how long have you been cheating on Zach?
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Rose🥀: 2 months

QueenTate🥀: Someone's coming to find you
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Rose 🥀: who?

Queengabbie🥀: I know what you've done to Zach is wrong but no matter what I'm always going to love you, you mean so much to me, make sure you update me on your life and if you want I'll FaceTime you when I'm with Kylie
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Queenrose🥀: thank you

wait Someomes coming to find me? no

I can't see him

What if he says something about Kylie

Why did I say I cheated on him/on Zach

I have cancer and I can't help that

But I don't want pity

From no one

??: ROSE !

I look up shit

I stand up and walk towards a quiet bit in the airport, I know he might raise his voice, he follows me, I stop and turn around, I've broken him, red eyes and messy hair

Fuck

But I'm more hurt then him

I'm leaving my daughter

The love of my life

My sister~ not blood ~

My brothers ~not blood~

Corbyn my brother, by blood

???; why?

??: : you and hade a child together! What? Was He not good enough for you?! Oh yeah 'I just had a baby, oh fuck it let's go cheat on Zach' what's wrong with you?

You: Don't bring Kylie into, you don't understand Corbyn, I don't want to go but I have too!!

Corbyn: No, no you don't, you never had to tell Zach what you did? are you running away to be with him?!?! Right after you had Kylie?!

You: Yes I do have to leave, Do you want me to die, because if I stay here I will, please just don't tell Zach

He looks up at me, confused

Corbyn: w-what do you mean? W-whos trying to kill you?

Fuck

You: Cancer is

Corbyn face drops, he runs over and hugs me

Corbyn: I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry

I step back

You: No, I'm sorry, I lied to you, but I lied to Zach too, and I'm not telling him why I really have to leave and neither are you, keep your mouth shut about it, I don't want no pity, my family or not, one day I'll come back and tell him the truth, but that's only when he's happy and married and has more children so he can't leave her, that's the only time I'm coming back

Corbyn whispers

Corbyn: he's coming over so pretend we're talking about you cheating

You: I just, I would take it all back, I just want to tell him I'm sorry, but then again, there's no reason for him to be upset I'm nothing special, what's he like?

He sighs

Corbyn: he's heart broken, he really loves you, I just don't understand why you would do something you never would, your everything you said you would never be

You: I know and I'm sorry, I've got a plane to catch, DONT bother texted me

I wink

You: tell Zach that's I'm sorry and I do love him but it's for the best that I got before I hurt him anymore

Corbyn: tell him youself, turn around

I turn around, we both look at each other

Corbyn: Zach I'll be in the car

He leaves

Zach: why?

I look down at my feet

You: I don't know Zach, I'm dumb, I don't know why I did it, and honestly I think it was supposed to happen, everthing happens for a reason

Zach: That's why we each time we break up, we come back together

This time I look at him, he's really heartbroken.

You: not this time, I'm sorry but we're over for good, the next time I'll see you is to either see Kylie or when your married to another girl have have more kids and your happy, with a girl who loves you and never hurts you!

Zach: I don't want anyone else I want you, I love you

This is going to break my heart

You: we're young Zach, we don't know what love is!

A tear falls out both our eyes

The thing is I love him more then anything in the world

Zach leans in and attaches our lips, I kiss back, this is going to be our last one, he pulls back

Zach: and I'm never going to kiss you again, I'm sorry I failed you, I'm sorry I wasn't good enough, I'll make sure kylies okay

I wipe the tear away from my eyes

You: and I'll never cheat on you again

Zach anger don't show straight away it never did, but I can tell it's coming now

Zach: Why would you do that to me, you broke up with me when I cheated on you, then you cheat on me?! Your so fucking messed up?!?!

You: I'm sorry

Zach: you never seeing Kylie..

You: what?

Zach: she far as I'm aware she's not your daughter

You: then your dead to me

I take my hand and hit him around the face, no one says I can't see my daughter, you could hear my hand connect to his face and see a hand mark on his face

Zach: and I was going to ask you to marry me today.

I turn around and walk away

I saw the sadness on his face as a tear rolled down my face

Flight to London, Heathrow, now boarding

This is it, I'm leaving my love of my life and everything I love, see you soon London