Double The Trouble

Chapter 1

Demi

"When are we gonna have kids baby? My maternal clock is ticking." I pester my husband.

"Things are kind of hectic right now, and you know that. Maybe next year when everything cools down." I roll my eyes at his excuse.

"Things aren't going to cool down next year! I'm going back to acting, how can I be pregnant while portraying someone I'm not? And I don't want to hear audition for a pregnant women either, Nicholas!" He exhaled forcibly, as I tried my hardest to contain my heightened emotions.

"We can try adoption babe," he spoke soothingly.

"Nick. I want kids of my own too, is there something you're too afraid  to tell me?" My voice softens, preparing myself for what words could possibly escape his lips.

"Bab-" I cut him off, different scenarios running through my mind.

"Don't tell me you got some slut pregnant I swear thi-" I fume.

"Dem-" he raises his voice to get my attention but I speak louder.

"I'll rip your dick off and shove it so far up your ass its gonn-" My overpowering insecurities mix with my anger, allowing words to spill out of my mouth without a single thought.

"DEMETRIA I DID NOT!" We sat in silence for a few moments until I felt the need to get something off my chest.

"Then what's the problem? Do I disgust you? You haven't touched me in months." My breaking voice signaling my insecurities to run wild.

"I've been on tour for four months! What do you expect me to do?" He questions defensively.

"I was there last week, Nick for goodness sake I was all over you. You made me feel pathetic, my own husband doesn't want me anymore." I spit sadly.

"Demi you are the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on and I dated Miss universe. She is nothing compared to you, you're beautiful to me inside and out. I love you. I love you more than I've ever loved anything else in my entire life and I need you to understand that. You are my entire world you mean everything to me you are the sun and stars in the sky, you're the clouds, you're the rain, you're the air I breathe you're everything that I need. There is nothing or anyone in this entire world that means more to me than you. I love you, I love you, I love you!"

"If you love be so much what's the problem? Is the spark just not there anymore? Tell me what can I do! I'll do anything to fix it Nick, I love you." I plead.

"I'm scared Demi" I blink. Did I hear him correctly?

"What are you so afraid of?" My voice came outside sounding desperate, as confusion laced my brain.

"When we have kids, what if they hate me? What if I screw up and completely fuck up our kids lives. What if I'm not ready to be a parent and I'm just walking into this blindly and bumping into everything not knowing what's ahead of me," I run my hand through my delicate brown locks.

"You are going to be the worlds best dad because you're already an amazing husband I can only imagine how good your going to be with our future kids," I say trying to understand why he felt this way.

"How about you go see if any kids tug at your heart strings tomorrow and then when I get back in 3 days we'll go adopt him or her," I bit my lip, I was finally going to have kids of my own!

Lilyana

"Lil! Lil! Get up we overslept! If we're not down at the table for breakfast in two minutes we're dead meat!" Logan shook me awake in a frenzy.